BadGirlConfessionhttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/Hello and welcome to the world of a Bad Girl, this is where I come and confess my sins.....and tell you all about my life, loves, ups and downs....en-EUhourly82000-01-01T12:00+00:00BadGirlConfessionhttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/92/d9772ad7440cb0bcfe2a313d1ab8a0_160x200.jpgIm never very good when I have had my beauty sleep disturbed :-(http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/08/19/im-never-very-good-when-i-have-had-my-beauty-sleep-disturbed-6756941/2009-08-19T09:29:29+02:00 <p>Well what can I say apart from this time tomorrow we will be on the way to our new home!!!!!! But hey did I really think it would happen peacefully???? The answer to that is obviously NO last night I went to bed about 2130 cos I had tooth ache and I had been so busy I thought a good nights sleep would do me good or so I thought little did I know what would happen!!!!! At 1230 I was woken up by that cunt next door's telly it was really fucking loud and on some fucking on demand channel so I came down stairs and rung the mod police who were no fucking use what so ever then I rung the council environmental health people and because I didnt have the special number to ring they wouldnt help either so I rung the civvy police who again were no fucking help what so ever so my last ditch attempt to get some sleep I rung the service police who to my surprise said that fine we will send a unit out and within 15 minutes they were parked outside trying to wake that fucking cunt up and get him to come to the door he did eventually and it got turned off but the worrying thing is that if he was that pissed why the fuck was he left in charge of 2 kids!!!!! the mind boggles seriously!!!!!! And this morning thankfully I was already awake when he started banging on the fucking walls for what reason I dont know!!!!! And now we have the on demand channel back on the telly but hey its in the day Im not trying to sleep so you fucking crack on you fucking scum of the earth!!!!!!!<br> C is currently on his way home then hey we can both play the loud music game apart from mine is more tuneful rather than some fucking telly channel perhaps he would like to listen to a bit of dr dre and snoop or perhaps the ordinary boys LOL Im sure I can find something to amuse myself until C gets back but just let him fucking start today/tonight cos C mate is helping load the van later and he is built like a brick shit house and you just wouldnt even bother messing with him he is one scary mother fucker lovely bloke though but just dont get on the wrong side of him LMFAO lets hope that twat does ha ha ha ha ha ha ha thats something I would pay to watch<br> Anyway I must have some breakfast now as Im starving and i need all my energy for today and tomorrow.<br> Well depending on how quickly sky pull there finger out of there arse and get me connected in the new house will be when I write next just think you have happy badgirl blogs to look forward to.......<br> Take care all and I will be back soon XXX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/08/19/im-never-very-good-when-i-have-had-my-beauty-sleep-disturbed-6756941/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well what can I say apart from this time tomorrow we will be on the way to our new home!!!!!! But hey did I really think it would happen peacefully???? The answer to that is obviously NO last night I went to bed about 2130 cos I had tooth ache and I had been so busy I thought a good nights sleep would do me good or so I thought little did I know what would happen!!!!! At 1230 I was woken up by that cunt next door's telly it was really fucking loud and on some fucking on demand channel so I came down stairs and rung the mod police who were no fucking use what so ever then I rung the council environmental health people and because I didnt have the special number to ring they wouldnt help either so I rung the civvy police who again were no fucking help what so ever so my last ditch attempt to get some sleep I rung the service police who to my surprise said that fine we will send a unit out and within 15 minutes they were parked outside trying to wake that fucking cunt up and get him to come to the door he did eventually and it got turned off but the worrying thing is that if he was that pissed why the fuck was he left in charge of 2 kids!!!!! the mind boggles seriously!!!!!! And this morning thankfully I was already awake when he started banging on the fucking walls for what reason I dont know!!!!! And now we have the on demand channel back on the telly but hey its in the day Im not trying to sleep so you fucking crack on you fucking scum of the earth!!!!!!!
C is currently on his way home then hey we can both play the loud music game apart from mine is more tuneful rather than some fucking telly channel perhaps he would like to listen to a bit of dr dre and snoop or perhaps the ordinary boys LOL Im sure I can find something to amuse myself until C gets back but just let him fucking start today/tonight cos C mate is helping load the van later and he is built like a brick shit house and you just wouldnt even bother messing with him he is one scary mother fucker lovely bloke though but just dont get on the wrong side of him LMFAO lets hope that twat does ha ha ha ha ha ha ha thats something I would pay to watch
Anyway I must have some breakfast now as Im starving and i need all my energy for today and tomorrow.
Well depending on how quickly sky pull there finger out of there arse and get me connected in the new house will be when I write next just think you have happy badgirl blogs to look forward to.......
Take care all and I will be back soon XXX

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]]>OMG That F**king Bitch Has Gone Too Far This Timehttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/08/13/omg-that-f-king-bitch-has-gone-too-far-this-time-6714603/2009-08-13T09:22:57+02:00 <p>Well I really didnt think I would be sat here writing this but I am......I thought the bad neighbour problems couldnt affect me this close to moving but it has......<br> Well that fucking bitch next door has taken it to a whole new level a level that I never thought was there!!!!! My daughter's friend has an aunty that lives next door to the house that my cunt neigbours rent out privately..... that fucking cunt said thst me and C are swingers!!!!!! LOL WTF lets get this straight here and now I have never been a swinger sorry Im far to selfish to share LOL also she said that I was a drunk ha ha ha ha ha OMG I think she is confusing here self with me I can't remember the last time I has a drink let alone got drunk!!!!! also apparantly I always have the police being called to attend my house again I think you are confusing your house with mine as the police are always being called to there fucking house.....but the part of this whole thing that is the most disturbing is!!!! that fucking bitch cunt slag said that my husband sexually abuses our children OMG WTF how fucking dare she say that about my husband I mean what a sick fucking thing to say about someone I mean allegations like that wreck peoples lives and could wreck his career also if she said that to someone who she didnt think we knew who else has she said it to!!!!!!!!!!!<br> I rang C after I got told this but I told him to sit down and he said it was a good job that he was away cos if he was there he would of gone round and smashed her face in, how I havent gone round there and battered the fuck out I dont know......But I have rung the police and they are coming round to see me tomorrow and then Im going to sue the fucking arse off that cunt<br> I am so fucking angry it is untrue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br> I would just like to say that anything that cunt has said is not true and my husband is a wonderful father and he would never even smack our kids!!!!!!<br> XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/08/13/omg-that-f-king-bitch-has-gone-too-far-this-time-6714603/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well I really didnt think I would be sat here writing this but I am......I thought the bad neighbour problems couldnt affect me this close to moving but it has......
Well that fucking bitch next door has taken it to a whole new level a level that I never thought was there!!!!! My daughter's friend has an aunty that lives next door to the house that my cunt neigbours rent out privately..... that fucking cunt said thst me and C are swingers!!!!!! LOL WTF lets get this straight here and now I have never been a swinger sorry Im far to selfish to share LOL also she said that I was a drunk ha ha ha ha ha OMG I think she is confusing here self with me I can't remember the last time I has a drink let alone got drunk!!!!! also apparantly I always have the police being called to attend my house again I think you are confusing your house with mine as the police are always being called to there fucking house.....but the part of this whole thing that is the most disturbing is!!!! that fucking bitch cunt slag said that my husband sexually abuses our children OMG WTF how fucking dare she say that about my husband I mean what a sick fucking thing to say about someone I mean allegations like that wreck peoples lives and could wreck his career also if she said that to someone who she didnt think we knew who else has she said it to!!!!!!!!!!!
I rang C after I got told this but I told him to sit down and he said it was a good job that he was away cos if he was there he would of gone round and smashed her face in, how I havent gone round there and battered the fuck out I dont know......But I have rung the police and they are coming round to see me tomorrow and then Im going to sue the fucking arse off that cunt
I am so fucking angry it is untrue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I would just like to say that anything that cunt has said is not true and my husband is a wonderful father and he would never even smack our kids!!!!!!
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]]>Sorry it's been ages :-)http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/08/12/sorry-it-s-been-ages-6706073/2009-08-12T11:03:41+02:00 <p>Well hello everyone what can I say sorry I have not written in ages but I have been very very very busy firstly I have had even more shit at work which is just fucking crap and don't worry they are going to be getting my notice the week before I am due back to work in september LMFAO<br> Also I have mega news it has taken a while to do but I am truly a celebrity and I am getting the fuck outta here GOOD BYE WANKER NEIGHBOURS HELLO HAPPY BADGIRL<br> Well it is now 8 days til we move and I cant fucking wait to get away from these cunts and OMG I just hope they say something to me before I move cos I will rip there fucking heads off and tell them exactly what I fucking think of them!!!!!!<br> The only downside to moving is there will be no more Dr Troy :-(<br> But hey he came round and saw me yesterday LOL and lets just say we had fun and it was fucking ace!!!!! Just what the Dr ordered LMFAO<br> He was supposed to be coming round this morning aswell but we all know what he is like after sex he ignores me fucking twat but he better pull his finger out cos I am home alone til next weds just think of all the sex we can have in that time frame ummmmmmm<br> For the last few nights I havent slept very well but last night I slept like a baby :-) thank you Dr</p> <p>But I need to find a new Dr Troy Ummmmm well where I am moving I do know a few people 1 in particular I had alot of fun with last summer you know just going to see him for sex LOL well needs must so Im sure he would give me what I want if I asked him nicely, also there is another man I have known for years I have never fucked him but we did kiss about 12 years ago so if I can I will have him aswell LOL well C is going away next year for 6mths so I need to take care of myself LOL<br> XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/08/12/sorry-it-s-been-ages-6706073/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well hello everyone what can I say sorry I have not written in ages but I have been very very very busy firstly I have had even more shit at work which is just fucking crap and don't worry they are going to be getting my notice the week before I am due back to work in september LMFAO
Also I have mega news it has taken a while to do but I am truly a celebrity and I am getting the fuck outta here GOOD BYE WANKER NEIGHBOURS HELLO HAPPY BADGIRL
Well it is now 8 days til we move and I cant fucking wait to get away from these cunts and OMG I just hope they say something to me before I move cos I will rip there fucking heads off and tell them exactly what I fucking think of them!!!!!!
The only downside to moving is there will be no more Dr Troy :-(
But hey he came round and saw me yesterday LOL and lets just say we had fun and it was fucking ace!!!!! Just what the Dr ordered LMFAO
He was supposed to be coming round this morning aswell but we all know what he is like after sex he ignores me fucking twat but he better pull his finger out cos I am home alone til next weds just think of all the sex we can have in that time frame ummmmmmm
For the last few nights I havent slept very well but last night I slept like a baby :-) thank you Dr

But I need to find a new Dr Troy Ummmmm well where I am moving I do know a few people 1 in particular I had alot of fun with last summer you know just going to see him for sex LOL well needs must so Im sure he would give me what I want if I asked him nicely, also there is another man I have known for years I have never fucked him but we did kiss about 12 years ago so if I can I will have him aswell LOL well C is going away next year for 6mths so I need to take care of myself LOL
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]]>Is there a Dr in the house? :-)http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/06/20/is-there-a-dr-in-the-house-6351037/2009-06-20T18:19:22+02:00 <p>Well, firstly let me say Im so sorry I haven't written for ages but I have been very busy....<br> I have had more fucking bolloxs with the fucking twats next door now they have taken to verbally abusing and threatening my 15 year old daughter when she is in my garden honestly it was just awful and some of the stuff he was saying to her and some of the stuff he was saying about me was just vile and I nearly actually threw up!!!!!! But hey guess what? yep you guessed right the police dont want to know and wont do anything about it!!!!!! And I also spoke to some high up his work food chain and she told me that service men are entitled to a pirvate life and what they do in there private lif is ther own business!!!!!!!!!!! WTF I tell ya that bastard thinks he is untouchable but he is going to wish he never said those things to my fucking daughter!!!!!!<br> Also the one place I always felt safe and relaxed was work but now that has gone tits up as well I think my boss thinks I am a witch because I feel like there is a witch hunt going on and Im the fucking target!!!!!! So for the last few weeks I now hate my fucking job aswell but on monday I have a meeting with the head to let her know exactly what is going on and how I am being treated!!!!!!!</p> <p>Also I have been very very very very bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a visit from Dr Troy the other night and OMG it was fucking amazing and definately what the Dr ordered, but it was weird I dont mean weird kinky I mean weird, let me eplain I havent seen the Dr since February and I was on strike and not wanting to see him but he made me a offer I couldn't refuse so I gave in and Im glad I did cos I feel great!!!!! But the weird thing was sorry Im going to be brutally honest he was leaning me over one of the work tops in my kitchen and he kissed the top of my back really sensually and almost like someone would kiss you when they were totally in love with you????? It just something he has never done before and even now when I think about it I can remember how it made me feel!! also he was holding my hand the whole time and when he was just about to go after we had our fun he turned round and kissed me good bye but it was just different I am fucked if I know what that was all about if anyone has any clues/answers I would love to know....... ：－）<br> I just keep going over it in my head and I am totally puzzled!!!!!</p> <p>XXXX</p> <p>XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/06/20/is-there-a-dr-in-the-house-6351037/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, firstly let me say Im so sorry I haven't written for ages but I have been very busy....
I have had more fucking bolloxs with the fucking twats next door now they have taken to verbally abusing and threatening my 15 year old daughter when she is in my garden honestly it was just awful and some of the stuff he was saying to her and some of the stuff he was saying about me was just vile and I nearly actually threw up!!!!!! But hey guess what? yep you guessed right the police dont want to know and wont do anything about it!!!!!! And I also spoke to some high up his work food chain and she told me that service men are entitled to a pirvate life and what they do in there private lif is ther own business!!!!!!!!!!! WTF I tell ya that bastard thinks he is untouchable but he is going to wish he never said those things to my fucking daughter!!!!!!
Also the one place I always felt safe and relaxed was work but now that has gone tits up as well I think my boss thinks I am a witch because I feel like there is a witch hunt going on and Im the fucking target!!!!!! So for the last few weeks I now hate my fucking job aswell but on monday I have a meeting with the head to let her know exactly what is going on and how I am being treated!!!!!!!

Also I have been very very very very bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a visit from Dr Troy the other night and OMG it was fucking amazing and definately what the Dr ordered, but it was weird I dont mean weird kinky I mean weird, let me eplain I havent seen the Dr since February and I was on strike and not wanting to see him but he made me a offer I couldn't refuse so I gave in and Im glad I did cos I feel great!!!!! But the weird thing was sorry Im going to be brutally honest he was leaning me over one of the work tops in my kitchen and he kissed the top of my back really sensually and almost like someone would kiss you when they were totally in love with you????? It just something he has never done before and even now when I think about it I can remember how it made me feel!! also he was holding my hand the whole time and when he was just about to go after we had our fun he turned round and kissed me good bye but it was just different I am fucked if I know what that was all about if anyone has any clues/answers I would love to know....... ：－）
I just keep going over it in my head and I am totally puzzled!!!!!

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]]>Im So Tired :-(http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/06/01/im-so-tired-6215386/2009-06-01T19:04:16+02:00 <p>Well to say that I am tired would be an understatement......Im just totally mentally and emotionally drained, I was back to work today after a horrible week off....and well lets just say my day was not good first of all I had to cover for someone because they were ill and I really could of done without that cos I don't feel great myself my nose is totally blocked and I feel like shit and my hearing and sense of smell keep going funny and Im sure Ive taken too many flu pills....nevermind anyway after I did someone elses bloody job today I was getting on with all my work when my boss called me in for a talk.....I wondered what it was about apparantly some people had complained about the reports I fucked up...you know the ones I said I had to re do and it was all sorted out.....why fucking do that go behind my fucking back and grass me up for making a fucking mistake and then correcting it??? Tossers.....Fuck me I made those mistakes the week that C was going away and given that my husbnad has not gone anyway to work for quite a number of years I think that warrants the fact that my mind was not on my work that week..... I no longer like my job....nice I hate where I live I hate the cunts that live next door and now I hate my job!!!!!!!!</p> <p>OMG when is my life going to get easier....cos really I have had enough now I am so fucking angry........................</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/06/01/im-so-tired-6215386/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well to say that I am tired would be an understatement......Im just totally mentally and emotionally drained, I was back to work today after a horrible week off....and well lets just say my day was not good first of all I had to cover for someone because they were ill and I really could of done without that cos I don't feel great myself my nose is totally blocked and I feel like shit and my hearing and sense of smell keep going funny and Im sure Ive taken too many flu pills....nevermind anyway after I did someone elses bloody job today I was getting on with all my work when my boss called me in for a talk.....I wondered what it was about apparantly some people had complained about the reports I fucked up...you know the ones I said I had to re do and it was all sorted out.....why fucking do that go behind my fucking back and grass me up for making a fucking mistake and then correcting it??? Tossers.....Fuck me I made those mistakes the week that C was going away and given that my husbnad has not gone anyway to work for quite a number of years I think that warrants the fact that my mind was not on my work that week..... I no longer like my job....nice I hate where I live I hate the cunts that live next door and now I hate my job!!!!!!!!

OMG when is my life going to get easier....cos really I have had enough now I am so fucking angry........................

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]]>Im Sure This Wasn't In The In The Godfather???http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/30/im-sure-this-wasn-t-in-the-in-the-godfather-6203439/2009-05-30T16:54:07+02:00 <p>Well what can I say I thought things with the fucking twats couldn't get much worse....Oh how fucking wrong was I.....This morning I was awake early with the kids which was fine because we were going out early anyway so after breakfast I went to look see if the postman had been now I looked through the spy hole in my frontdoor into the porch and I had not had post but I could see a shadow????? So I opened the frontdoor and Oh My Fucking God.......The fucking porch absolutely stank of fish and there were 2 DEAD CRABS on the carpet that had been put through the letterbox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br> I actually nearly threw up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</p> <p>Funny I don't like crab!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br> I mean WTF planet are these bunch of CUNTS on.......<br> I had to rip the fucking carpet up and mop the floor with bleach also had to wash the net curtain............Whats next a fucking dead horses head in my fucking bed or perhaps the rest of spongebobs gang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br> When I say I have really had enough of living here I really do mean it and it is as bad as I say it is.</p> <p>I know I cant be sure who it was but yesterday when I was in my bedroom tiding I looked out of the window and saw that fucking bitch walking back to her house with HER KIDS and 2 of the kids from the end house and they were carrying.....wait for it fishing nets and buckets now it doesnt take a fucking genius to work it out!!!!!!!</p> <p>I have tapped my letterbox up so those bunch of cunts can't put anything else through it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</p> <p>I really think it is disgusting how some people behave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</p> <p>When I was telling my friend C about it she said you do sound really calm.....God knows how cos inside Im screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I suppose want the point in getting myself worked up about it I just cleared up there fucking mess but not before I took photo's so if the fucking old bill fancy doing anything about it I have the photo's.</p> <p>Really dont know what else to do.....and why doesn't anyone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/30/im-sure-this-wasn-t-in-the-in-the-godfather-6203439/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well what can I say I thought things with the fucking twats couldn't get much worse....Oh how fucking wrong was I.....This morning I was awake early with the kids which was fine because we were going out early anyway so after breakfast I went to look see if the postman had been now I looked through the spy hole in my frontdoor into the porch and I had not had post but I could see a shadow????? So I opened the frontdoor and Oh My Fucking God.......The fucking porch absolutely stank of fish and there were 2 DEAD CRABS on the carpet that had been put through the letterbox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I actually nearly threw up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Funny I don't like crab!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean WTF planet are these bunch of CUNTS on.......
I had to rip the fucking carpet up and mop the floor with bleach also had to wash the net curtain............Whats next a fucking dead horses head in my fucking bed or perhaps the rest of spongebobs gang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I say I have really had enough of living here I really do mean it and it is as bad as I say it is.

I know I cant be sure who it was but yesterday when I was in my bedroom tiding I looked out of the window and saw that fucking bitch walking back to her house with HER KIDS and 2 of the kids from the end house and they were carrying.....wait for it fishing nets and buckets now it doesnt take a fucking genius to work it out!!!!!!!

I have tapped my letterbox up so those bunch of cunts can't put anything else through it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really think it is disgusting how some people behave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I was telling my friend C about it she said you do sound really calm.....God knows how cos inside Im screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I suppose want the point in getting myself worked up about it I just cleared up there fucking mess but not before I took photo's so if the fucking old bill fancy doing anything about it I have the photo's.

Really dont know what else to do.....and why doesn't anyone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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]]>OMG They Have Gone To Far This Time!!!!!!!!http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/28/omg-they-have-gone-to-far-this-time-6193021/2009-05-28T16:22:50+02:00 <p>Well, what can I say today.....alot.........On Sunday I was in all day due to the fucking twats being in there garden all day pissing it up!!!! But at 2030 my friend T came round and picked me up and I went round her house for a bit just to get away from the fucking twats she dropped me back about 2200 and I walked into my kitchen and turned the light on and then it started 40 fucking minutes of the fucking twats hurling abuse directed at me and then they were fucking throwing things at my windows!!!! I mean WTF.....yeah fair enough people have parties and get drunk but hey it's not nice trying to break peoples fucking windows or calling them various different names!!!!!!! I am just glad that my kids were at my mum's cos if I was abit scared I would hate to think how my kids would of felt!!!!!!!!!!!! Shortly after that I went to bed and I could still hear the music coming from there house fucking twats!!!! The next day I was up at 0600 don't know why just was so I looked out of my kids bedroom window then I saw the crap that those fucking idiots had throw at my fucking windows!!!!<br> Then I went downstairs and made my self a coffee and went outside for a fag and then I saw the rest of the crap there was glass water bottle, wine bottle, plastic cider bottle, carling cans, strongbow cans and fag butts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I cannot believe that they were actually throwing all of that at my fucking windows what a bunch of cunts!!!!!!!! I actually felt sick!!! And surprise surprise the police don't want to know cos I went down to the police station armed with my photo's and I need to speak to the fucking patronising sgt who conviently is on leave til the 1st of june, what no else can deal with it!!!!!!!!<br> God I am so fucking angry those fuckers are going to pay for what they did and there were 3 british servicemen and there wives and there kids I wasn't aware that being a nightmare fucking neighbour and neighbours guests was part of there service!!! including verbal abuse and trying to break my fuckingwinodws well I will be taking each one of them down now cos Im not fucking having that!!!!!! And oh joy its supposed to be hot at the weekend I hope it rains then they won't be there garden pissing it up and making my life a fucking misery......</p> <p>Sorry I wish there was more lovely stuff I could write but it's all shit in the world of bad girl <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/28/omg-they-have-gone-to-far-this-time-6193021/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, what can I say today.....alot.........On Sunday I was in all day due to the fucking twats being in there garden all day pissing it up!!!! But at 2030 my friend T came round and picked me up and I went round her house for a bit just to get away from the fucking twats she dropped me back about 2200 and I walked into my kitchen and turned the light on and then it started 40 fucking minutes of the fucking twats hurling abuse directed at me and then they were fucking throwing things at my windows!!!! I mean WTF.....yeah fair enough people have parties and get drunk but hey it's not nice trying to break peoples fucking windows or calling them various different names!!!!!!! I am just glad that my kids were at my mum's cos if I was abit scared I would hate to think how my kids would of felt!!!!!!!!!!!! Shortly after that I went to bed and I could still hear the music coming from there house fucking twats!!!! The next day I was up at 0600 don't know why just was so I looked out of my kids bedroom window then I saw the crap that those fucking idiots had throw at my fucking windows!!!!
Then I went downstairs and made my self a coffee and went outside for a fag and then I saw the rest of the crap there was glass water bottle, wine bottle, plastic cider bottle, carling cans, strongbow cans and fag butts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I cannot believe that they were actually throwing all of that at my fucking windows what a bunch of cunts!!!!!!!! I actually felt sick!!! And surprise surprise the police don't want to know cos I went down to the police station armed with my photo's and I need to speak to the fucking patronising sgt who conviently is on leave til the 1st of june, what no else can deal with it!!!!!!!!
God I am so fucking angry those fuckers are going to pay for what they did and there were 3 british servicemen and there wives and there kids I wasn't aware that being a nightmare fucking neighbour and neighbours guests was part of there service!!! including verbal abuse and trying to break my fuckingwinodws well I will be taking each one of them down now cos Im not fucking having that!!!!!! And oh joy its supposed to be hot at the weekend I hope it rains then they won't be there garden pissing it up and making my life a fucking misery......

Sorry I wish there was more lovely stuff I could write but it's all shit in the world of bad girl :'(

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]]>Hello Here We Are Again...............................http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/24/hello-here-we-are-again-6168239/2009-05-24T15:57:52+02:00 <p>Well, here I am again......can someone please wake me up cos I must be in a fucking nightmare surely my life can't be this bad?.........wake up call!!!!! yes it is my life and yes it really is this bad...... <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"><br> I am childfree at the moment cos the kids are at my mums for a few days and to be honest I would probably feel better with them being with me....cos when there are here Im focusing on them so now Im just stuck....trapped....imprisoned....and any other word you would like to use for the way I feel........it is just fucking shit it's a gorgeous day out there and Im sat indoor's with all the curtains and blinds closed like some fucking recluse. ahhhhhhhh And those cunts next door have been in there fucking garden all day I can't even go in the garden to have a cigarette!!!!!!</p> <p>OMG what is going on and how did I get like this it's awful....most people would think ...lovely time out from the kids but I think OMG I will be on my own in the house stuck like a prisoner!!!!!</p> <p>Sorry Im really not myself </p> <p>xx</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/24/hello-here-we-are-again-6168239/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, here I am again......can someone please wake me up cos I must be in a fucking nightmare surely my life can't be this bad?.........wake up call!!!!! yes it is my life and yes it really is this bad...... :'(
I am childfree at the moment cos the kids are at my mums for a few days and to be honest I would probably feel better with them being with me....cos when there are here Im focusing on them so now Im just stuck....trapped....imprisoned....and any other word you would like to use for the way I feel........it is just fucking shit it's a gorgeous day out there and Im sat indoor's with all the curtains and blinds closed like some fucking recluse. ahhhhhhhh And those cunts next door have been in there fucking garden all day I can't even go in the garden to have a cigarette!!!!!!

OMG what is going on and how did I get like this it's awful....most people would think ...lovely time out from the kids but I think OMG I will be on my own in the house stuck like a prisoner!!!!!

Sorry Im really not myself

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]]>WTFhttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/22/wtf-6159821/2009-05-22T22:04:31+02:00 <p>WTF.......well you know I said earlier that C had pissed me off well earlier I got a really shitty email from him, so obviously I sent him a load of abuse back, then I just checked and he had sent me another shitty email....how nice just what you want to read before you go to bed....what a tosser!!!!!<br> Why is it that I play nice and it gets me fucking nowhere?? I have done nothing but support him when he has been having a hard time this week.....what thanks do I fucking get......NONE could he say the same about supporting me??.....NO he couldn't I have probably had more support from other people than my husband in the last 8 months??? WTF does that say about my marriage??....Im actually quite upset <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>And I haven't felt upset for ages....It really makes you think about your life and what you want from it.....</p> <p>Gotts go to upset to type can't see through my <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/22/wtf-6159821/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>WTF.......well you know I said earlier that C had pissed me off well earlier I got a really shitty email from him, so obviously I sent him a load of abuse back, then I just checked and he had sent me another shitty email....how nice just what you want to read before you go to bed....what a tosser!!!!!
Why is it that I play nice and it gets me fucking nowhere?? I have done nothing but support him when he has been having a hard time this week.....what thanks do I fucking get......NONE could he say the same about supporting me??.....NO he couldn't I have probably had more support from other people than my husband in the last 8 months??? WTF does that say about my marriage??....Im actually quite upset :'(

And I haven't felt upset for ages....It really makes you think about your life and what you want from it.....

Gotts go to upset to type can't see through my :'(

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]]>Busy Bad Girlhttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/22/busy-bad-girl-6157839/2009-05-22T14:35:58+02:00 <p>Well, so sorry I haven't written for nearly a week but to say I have been busy would be an understatement.....I have been mega busy at work and I have done loads of extra hours!!!!<br> Also I have had late nights and early mornings all week to say I am in desperate need of some me time would be another understatement I just want to have a sleep in but I will be having a sleep in on sunday as I am going to be childfree for a few days you know so I can do all the stuff I can't do when I have the kids....and I still need a massage :-( </p> <p>I also have mixed feelings on how I feel today I feel nervous for some bizarre reason!!! I have nothing to feel nervous about LOL but hey I still hate the neighbours Lmfao and C has pissed me off today well he hasn't pissed me off for few days so I suppose it was bound to happen why is it that I arrange things that he wants arranged for when he gets back and then in the next email everything has changed and he makes me look like a twat cos I have arranged things that I now have to un-arrange stupid man which he would make up his fucking mind ahhhhhhhhhh </p> <p>Also Dr Troy was texting me monday and tuesday you know wanting me to drop everything for him as if!!!!! does he not know I have a life outside bad girl where I have my set routines and schedules!!!!! I am not going to drop everything for him I like to plan things and I like to know where I stand before I make the decision to do anything and also hello I do have kids!!!!!!!!! Im not on my own in that sense, and I can't even tidy my fucking frontroom without those twats next door walking straight pass my fucking window Im surprised she didn't stick her face up against the window she was close enough!!!!!!!!!!!<br> What a stupid chef under naval training!!!! God I want to move I really need to be away from here even if it is just for one day just to be somewhere else and be able to enjoy myself, I have sent out a few texts to see if anyone wants to go out on sunday night to get drunk with me but sadly no one wants to :-( </p> <p>Anyway I better get on before I need to do the school run.</p> <p>XXX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/22/busy-bad-girl-6157839/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, so sorry I haven't written for nearly a week but to say I have been busy would be an understatement.....I have been mega busy at work and I have done loads of extra hours!!!!
Also I have had late nights and early mornings all week to say I am in desperate need of some me time would be another understatement I just want to have a sleep in but I will be having a sleep in on sunday as I am going to be childfree for a few days you know so I can do all the stuff I can't do when I have the kids....and I still need a massage :-(

I also have mixed feelings on how I feel today I feel nervous for some bizarre reason!!! I have nothing to feel nervous about LOL but hey I still hate the neighbours Lmfao and C has pissed me off today well he hasn't pissed me off for few days so I suppose it was bound to happen why is it that I arrange things that he wants arranged for when he gets back and then in the next email everything has changed and he makes me look like a twat cos I have arranged things that I now have to un-arrange stupid man which he would make up his fucking mind ahhhhhhhhhh

Also Dr Troy was texting me monday and tuesday you know wanting me to drop everything for him as if!!!!! does he not know I have a life outside bad girl where I have my set routines and schedules!!!!! I am not going to drop everything for him I like to plan things and I like to know where I stand before I make the decision to do anything and also hello I do have kids!!!!!!!!! Im not on my own in that sense, and I can't even tidy my fucking frontroom without those twats next door walking straight pass my fucking window Im surprised she didn't stick her face up against the window she was close enough!!!!!!!!!!!
What a stupid chef under naval training!!!! God I want to move I really need to be away from here even if it is just for one day just to be somewhere else and be able to enjoy myself, I have sent out a few texts to see if anyone wants to go out on sunday night to get drunk with me but sadly no one wants to :-(

Anyway I better get on before I need to do the school run.

XXX

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]]>Busy Busy Busyhttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/16/busy-busy-busy-6125391/2009-05-16T16:07:09+02:00 <p><span>Well, It is saturday I know the weekend is usually and time to rest and chill out however I am always busy busy busy......Anyway back to last night sorry I was not very happy yesterday I am slightly better today, but last night I had to wait up til gone midnight for my daughter to get home from a school trip....OMG at one point I was nearly alseep on the sofa watching 24...as soon as she came in I locked the door and went straight to bed and in my tired state I set my alarm clock for 0730 which is a lie-in for me and I also set my alarm on my mobile but I changed the minutes but not the hour!!!! so I was awake at 0630 gutted.....only 6 hours sleep.....I am very tired now I keep drinking coffee to try and wake up if I didn't have the kids I would be in bed having power hour (or 2) <br>But I have done everything I needed to do today I have been shopping and I went round to see my best mate T for a coffee then back to the prison!!! So now Im just sorting some stuff out before tomorrow....Kids + cinema + restaurant!! I must be mad lol<br>I sent C quite a harsh email last night because had emailed me and he had made some quite hurtful comments so I fucking put him firmly in his place I mean here I am dealing with shit left right and centre the last thing I need is C's fucking twisted sense of humour....ha ha ha he is not funny!!!!!<br>But on a plus side I won 15.90 on the euromillions 2 numbers and 2 stars how fucking cool is that!!! just could of done with the other numbers then I would writing this blog from a first class seat on a plane to New York with a glass of Champange in my hand lmfao....I wish ( well yes I do actually)<br>Also for a change the kids are behaving which is always good cos Im really to tired to be stressing.....<br>I may write more later depends if I stay awake....LOL</span></p> <p><span>Still nothing from 007....perhaps he is on a secret mission <img src="http://www.blog.co.uk/image/smileys/icon_cheeze.gif" alt=""></span></p> <p><span>XX<br></span></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/16/busy-busy-busy-6125391/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, It is saturday I know the weekend is usually and time to rest and chill out however I am always busy busy busy......Anyway back to last night sorry I was not very happy yesterday I am slightly better today, but last night I had to wait up til gone midnight for my daughter to get home from a school trip....OMG at one point I was nearly alseep on the sofa watching 24...as soon as she came in I locked the door and went straight to bed and in my tired state I set my alarm clock for 0730 which is a lie-in for me and I also set my alarm on my mobile but I changed the minutes but not the hour!!!! so I was awake at 0630 gutted.....only 6 hours sleep.....I am very tired now I keep drinking coffee to try and wake up if I didn't have the kids I would be in bed having power hour (or 2)
But I have done everything I needed to do today I have been shopping and I went round to see my best mate T for a coffee then back to the prison!!! So now Im just sorting some stuff out before tomorrow....Kids + cinema + restaurant!! I must be mad lol
I sent C quite a harsh email last night because had emailed me and he had made some quite hurtful comments so I fucking put him firmly in his place I mean here I am dealing with shit left right and centre the last thing I need is C's fucking twisted sense of humour....ha ha ha he is not funny!!!!!
But on a plus side I won 15.90 on the euromillions 2 numbers and 2 stars how fucking cool is that!!! just could of done with the other numbers then I would writing this blog from a first class seat on a plane to New York with a glass of Champange in my hand lmfao....I wish ( well yes I do actually)
Also for a change the kids are behaving which is always good cos Im really to tired to be stressing.....
I may write more later depends if I stay awake....LOL

Still nothing from 007....perhaps he is on a secret mission

XX

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]]>Not A Happy Bad Girlhttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/15/not-a-happy-bad-girl-6121588/2009-05-15T18:40:33+02:00 <p><span>Well, as requested I have made my font bigger hope it is better.......LOL<br>OMG I am still fucking fuming about what happened last night ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh<br>At the moment I am listening to the album under my skin I haven't listened to it for ages and OMG I can relate to most of the songs on it....</span></p> <p><span>I have been really busy at work and because I don't normally work on friday's its completely thrown me Im thinking Im having a day off tomorrow but it's the weekend and I am so so so so so busy........but hey when aren't I.....<br>Also I haven't heard from 007for a while or well at least since we decided what we are going to do next time we meet.....perhaps he has changed his mind????? </span></p> <p><span>Also I haven't heard from Dr Troy which is good he obviously took the hint LOL</span></p> <p><span>I have had emails from C which is nice.....kind of Im not sure cos he can't do fuck all about any of the shit so making idle chit chat is about all we are doing.....cos I can't say to much to him cos other wise I will be accused of making him feel bad.....ha try living here then see how you fucking feel.....every fucker is out to get me!!!!I have done nothing fucking wrong ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh when is someone going to realise this ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh</span></p> <p><span><br>Im annoyed and angry so Im going cos I feel all on my own <img src="http://www.blog.co.uk/image/smileys/16cry.gif" alt=""> ........which funny enough I am </span></p> <p><span>XX<br></span></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/15/not-a-happy-bad-girl-6121588/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, as requested I have made my font bigger hope it is better.......LOL
OMG I am still fucking fuming about what happened last night ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
At the moment I am listening to the album under my skin I haven't listened to it for ages and OMG I can relate to most of the songs on it....

I have been really busy at work and because I don't normally work on friday's its completely thrown me Im thinking Im having a day off tomorrow but it's the weekend and I am so so so so so busy........but hey when aren't I.....
Also I haven't heard from 007for a while or well at least since we decided what we are going to do next time we meet.....perhaps he has changed his mind?????

Also I haven't heard from Dr Troy which is good he obviously took the hint LOL

I have had emails from C which is nice.....kind of Im not sure cos he can't do fuck all about any of the shit so making idle chit chat is about all we are doing.....cos I can't say to much to him cos other wise I will be accused of making him feel bad.....ha try living here then see how you fucking feel.....every fucker is out to get me!!!!I have done nothing fucking wrong ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh when is someone going to realise this ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


Im annoyed and angry so Im going cos I feel all on my own ........which funny enough I am

XX

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]]>Oh My Fucking God!!!!!!!http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/14/oh-my-fucking-god-6117025/2009-05-14T21:08:06+02:00 <p>Well, I am so glad I didn't write earlier because I would of have to of done an update.......Picture the scene I have just had a really good chilled out day, also had another session with my lady and thankfully it was good and I have been calm and chilled all week, made dinner early got the kids to bed went up for a bath then I literally was downstairs for 10 minutes and the doorbell goes its the old bill coming round to discuss the complaint I made about them doing fuck all, back a month or so ago glad they take these matters seriously....lmfao Anyway I have basically been told by the old bill to stay away from my neighbours and have NO contact with WTF the copper impiled that I was doing stuff to them how fucking dare those (sorry Im going to be graphic) CUNTS say that about me I have never done anything to cause them distress and I really take offence that it has been said that I have obviously the old bill aren't going to tell me what they have said....fucking tossers oh and it doesnt matter that members of my family have witnessed all of this bolloxs....<br> Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh </p> <p>Please somebody Im A Bad Girl Get Me The Fuck Out OF Here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</p> <p>Can't write anymore Im abit angry<br> XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/14/oh-my-fucking-god-6117025/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, I am so glad I didn't write earlier because I would of have to of done an update.......Picture the scene I have just had a really good chilled out day, also had another session with my lady and thankfully it was good and I have been calm and chilled all week, made dinner early got the kids to bed went up for a bath then I literally was downstairs for 10 minutes and the doorbell goes its the old bill coming round to discuss the complaint I made about them doing fuck all, back a month or so ago glad they take these matters seriously....lmfao Anyway I have basically been told by the old bill to stay away from my neighbours and have NO contact with WTF the copper impiled that I was doing stuff to them how fucking dare those (sorry Im going to be graphic) CUNTS say that about me I have never done anything to cause them distress and I really take offence that it has been said that I have obviously the old bill aren't going to tell me what they have said....fucking tossers oh and it doesnt matter that members of my family have witnessed all of this bolloxs....
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Please somebody Im A Bad Girl Get Me The Fuck Out OF Here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't write anymore Im abit angry
XX

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]]>Just A Quick One....http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/13/just-a-quick-one-6110665/2009-05-13T20:36:42+02:00 <p>Well, I bet you all thought I had given in to the Dr LOL well I haven't, I haven't heard from him today thankfully....I know that sounds horrible but I really can't being doing with him at the moment....I am far to busy at work and hating the neighbours....But it's quite funny I was just on the phone to T my best mate and we were chatting about all kinds of things (cos I haven't spoken to her for a few days) and I said what I really need is to go out and get very drunk!!!! I haven't got completely wasted in ages...but how sad is this I don't have anyone to go out and get completely wasted with and I don't mean I want to go out and fuck around I just mean get dressed up and have a night on the town where all my crap is left in the prison and Im just me!!!! Also I still really do need a massage cos my back is hurting but I don't need a Dr LOL just some that is good with there hands!!! LOL<br> Again just to let you all know I slept really well last night and I did have a dream but not a nightmare can't really remember much about though so it can't of been anything horrific!!!<br> Well I finish work early tomorrow and then Im off for my hour session with my lady...Then I have a few things to do before I get the kids from school</p> <p>Anyway Im off for a lovely bubble bath then Im going to chill out in front of the telly....</p> <p>XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/13/just-a-quick-one-6110665/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, I bet you all thought I had given in to the Dr LOL well I haven't, I haven't heard from him today thankfully....I know that sounds horrible but I really can't being doing with him at the moment....I am far to busy at work and hating the neighbours....But it's quite funny I was just on the phone to T my best mate and we were chatting about all kinds of things (cos I haven't spoken to her for a few days) and I said what I really need is to go out and get very drunk!!!! I haven't got completely wasted in ages...but how sad is this I don't have anyone to go out and get completely wasted with and I don't mean I want to go out and fuck around I just mean get dressed up and have a night on the town where all my crap is left in the prison and Im just me!!!! Also I still really do need a massage cos my back is hurting but I don't need a Dr LOL just some that is good with there hands!!! LOL
Again just to let you all know I slept really well last night and I did have a dream but not a nightmare can't really remember much about though so it can't of been anything horrific!!!
Well I finish work early tomorrow and then Im off for my hour session with my lady...Then I have a few things to do before I get the kids from school

Anyway Im off for a lovely bubble bath then Im going to chill out in front of the telly....

XX

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]]>OMG How Busy Am I ????http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/12/omg-how-busy-am-i-6104499/2009-05-12T19:54:50+02:00 <p>Well, I had to start work earlier today and finish later than I usually do it felt really weird for me not to get the kids from school my friend C got them for me (she is my lovely friend who brought me flowers) So I got to her house had a quick cup of coffee then I came back to this house (I don't refer to this house as my home) cos it just isn't my home it just somewhere I stay cos I have no where else to go....hopefully that will all change soon....and it can't come soon enough for me.<br> Also Dr Troy has been quite persistent today asking me if Im free for fun...when Im at work...is if Im going to say to my boss can I go early as I need to go fuck a Dr!!!! I don't think so....then later on he sent me a text saying Im horny shame your not free...uhhhh no Im not free Im at home with my kids....how fucking stupid is he to think he is that important that I could/would drop everything for him...perhaps I spoiled him by going through a time in my life where I did drop everything for him...not anymore he ignored me to many times so I played the I will only text him if he texts me game and well what do ya know I haven't texted him for ages but he is now the one chasing me ha ha ha how the tables have now turned...perhaps he will now know that I can play the game really well and I am a master!!! LMFAO<br> Anyway changing the subject completely I slept really well again last night I was in bed before 10pm cos I was nearly falling asleep on the sofa LOL but NO nightmares and I woke up just before 6am...<br> Anyway Im off to chill out in front of the telly as I have done everything I needed to do...Also still no email from C but hey ho what can you do I know he will email me when he can.....but I just keep smiling yes me smiling!!!!!</p> <p>XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/12/omg-how-busy-am-i-6104499/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, I had to start work earlier today and finish later than I usually do it felt really weird for me not to get the kids from school my friend C got them for me (she is my lovely friend who brought me flowers) So I got to her house had a quick cup of coffee then I came back to this house (I don't refer to this house as my home) cos it just isn't my home it just somewhere I stay cos I have no where else to go....hopefully that will all change soon....and it can't come soon enough for me.
Also Dr Troy has been quite persistent today asking me if Im free for fun...when Im at work...is if Im going to say to my boss can I go early as I need to go fuck a Dr!!!! I don't think so....then later on he sent me a text saying Im horny shame your not free...uhhhh no Im not free Im at home with my kids....how fucking stupid is he to think he is that important that I could/would drop everything for him...perhaps I spoiled him by going through a time in my life where I did drop everything for him...not anymore he ignored me to many times so I played the I will only text him if he texts me game and well what do ya know I haven't texted him for ages but he is now the one chasing me ha ha ha how the tables have now turned...perhaps he will now know that I can play the game really well and I am a master!!! LMFAO
Anyway changing the subject completely I slept really well again last night I was in bed before 10pm cos I was nearly falling asleep on the sofa LOL but NO nightmares and I woke up just before 6am...
Anyway Im off to chill out in front of the telly as I have done everything I needed to do...Also still no email from C but hey ho what can you do I know he will email me when he can.....but I just keep smiling yes me smiling!!!!!

XX

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]]>Im Very tired.....but still calm......LOLhttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/11/im-very-tired-but-still-calm-lol-6098602/2009-05-11T19:40:14+02:00 <p>Well, here I am again writing away on my laptop, last night yet again I slept really well I did wake up just before 6am so only just before my alarm went off but I did go to bed just before 10pm LOL so I good nights sleep....<br> I was out of the door on time today aswell which was great, as I had to start work at 8am but it's all money and anything over my usual hours is overtime woo hoo but work was very very busy, and part of me was glad to be going home when I finished as I had not stopped all day I even ate my lunch whilst typing LOL<br> Also breaking news Dr Troy texted me today...I mean fuck me how long has it been since the last time he texted me it was the usual....hello you, hows you, im horny what you doing, are you free this afternoon.......blah blah blah urhhhhh NO im not free thank you I am at work then I got shame I wanted you.....Well sorry you can't have me lmfao, I mean what does he think Im just going to drop everything and be at his beck and call...NO im not Ive got more important things to do and there is still all the shit with the twats next door that needs sorting and I have more important people I want to see other than him....could this be the end of Dr Troy.....who knows Im just not into him at the moment even if he would like to be in me ( sorry rude I know but that's how his mind works) LOL<br> Anyway I have done all my housework and now Im off for a....yes you have guessed right a lovely bubble bath....could really do with a massage though!! Any offers??<br> Also still no word from C.....<br> XXX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/11/im-very-tired-but-still-calm-lol-6098602/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, here I am again writing away on my laptop, last night yet again I slept really well I did wake up just before 6am so only just before my alarm went off but I did go to bed just before 10pm LOL so I good nights sleep....
I was out of the door on time today aswell which was great, as I had to start work at 8am but it's all money and anything over my usual hours is overtime woo hoo but work was very very busy, and part of me was glad to be going home when I finished as I had not stopped all day I even ate my lunch whilst typing LOL
Also breaking news Dr Troy texted me today...I mean fuck me how long has it been since the last time he texted me it was the usual....hello you, hows you, im horny what you doing, are you free this afternoon.......blah blah blah urhhhhh NO im not free thank you I am at work then I got shame I wanted you.....Well sorry you can't have me lmfao, I mean what does he think Im just going to drop everything and be at his beck and call...NO im not Ive got more important things to do and there is still all the shit with the twats next door that needs sorting and I have more important people I want to see other than him....could this be the end of Dr Troy.....who knows Im just not into him at the moment even if he would like to be in me ( sorry rude I know but that's how his mind works) LOL
Anyway I have done all my housework and now Im off for a....yes you have guessed right a lovely bubble bath....could really do with a massage though!! Any offers??
Also still no word from C.....
XXX

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]]>Suddenly Monday.....http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/10/suddenly-monday-6092919/2009-05-10T20:24:46+02:00 <p>Well, It's nearly Monday and Im back off to work, but I just thought I would write to say that I am still calm....I know shock horror LOL<br> Also I am still sleeping well no waking up through the night and NO nightmares!!!! I have had a lovely day today went shopping with the kids NO I hear you cry shopping with kids but they were very well behaved and I only had to get a few bits so it was hassle free....then after lunch I took the kids out to feed the ducks well there was 2 ducks and 2 swans....<br> But anyway back to last night I turned my laptop on so I could check to see if I had any emails from C...but nothing but Im sure it's only because he can't email me not because he doesn't want to well Im thinking positively anyway....<br> But I did have an email from 007 and I think we have decided what we are doing next time we meet Im not quite sure when it will be but Im sure it will be as lovely as last time also have you noticed that I haven't sworn once LOL perhaps I have changed has this bad girl gone good?? Oh no if Ive gone good then what will I write about.....Nah that will never happen I've been a bad girl for far to long and a leopard never changes her spots LOL<br> I think i just needed to get back to being me and hopefully I will stay happy but hey I am always happy when Im bad girl lmfao (technically thats not swearing its code)<br> Anyway Im off for a lovely bubble bath.<br> Sweet Dreams everyone<br> XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/10/suddenly-monday-6092919/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, It's nearly Monday and Im back off to work, but I just thought I would write to say that I am still calm....I know shock horror LOL
Also I am still sleeping well no waking up through the night and NO nightmares!!!! I have had a lovely day today went shopping with the kids NO I hear you cry shopping with kids but they were very well behaved and I only had to get a few bits so it was hassle free....then after lunch I took the kids out to feed the ducks well there was 2 ducks and 2 swans....
But anyway back to last night I turned my laptop on so I could check to see if I had any emails from C...but nothing but Im sure it's only because he can't email me not because he doesn't want to well Im thinking positively anyway....
But I did have an email from 007 and I think we have decided what we are doing next time we meet Im not quite sure when it will be but Im sure it will be as lovely as last time also have you noticed that I haven't sworn once LOL perhaps I have changed has this bad girl gone good?? Oh no if Ive gone good then what will I write about.....Nah that will never happen I've been a bad girl for far to long and a leopard never changes her spots LOL
I think i just needed to get back to being me and hopefully I will stay happy but hey I am always happy when Im bad girl lmfao (technically thats not swearing its code)
Anyway Im off for a lovely bubble bath.
Sweet Dreams everyone
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]]>Good Day...............http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/09/good-day-6086197/2009-05-09T13:06:38+02:00 <p>Well, can I first say you all need to be seated (or you may faint).......I am calm and chilled.....no really I am it's not a joke and it's not pill related.....I took positive steps to make myself feel better and there was NO Dr involved....LOL I know you all know how totally shit I have felt over the last few weeks/months but yesterday was a new start I feel revitalised and I am no longer stressed....it is amazing I feel great I haven't felt like this in a long time....Also last night I slept all night and I woke up with this morning (with my arms above my head) which is a sign of being content....OMG me content surely not LOL but oh yes...</p> <p>Also as you can all see I have had lovely comments from 007 bless him, also I have had lovely emails from him..... <img src="/img/smilies/icon_lol.gif" alt=":DD" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/09/good-day-6086197/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, can I first say you all need to be seated (or you may faint).......I am calm and chilled.....no really I am it's not a joke and it's not pill related.....I took positive steps to make myself feel better and there was NO Dr involved....LOL I know you all know how totally shit I have felt over the last few weeks/months but yesterday was a new start I feel revitalised and I am no longer stressed....it is amazing I feel great I haven't felt like this in a long time....Also last night I slept all night and I woke up with this morning (with my arms above my head) which is a sign of being content....OMG me content surely not LOL but oh yes...

Also as you can all see I have had lovely comments from 007 bless him, also I have had lovely emails from him..... :DD

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]]>Run..........http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/07/run-6076227/2009-05-07T16:34:01+02:00 <p>Well the song I have today is Run - by Leona Lewis probably because it was on one of the music channels this morning when I was ironing.....It always makes me cry I think it is such a powerful song....<br> Anyway today has been really strange I went to work this morning which I was very busy then I had my session with J and to be honest before when I have seen her I leave feeling much better but today I didn't feel better at all I just feel like it's groundhog day and Im just stuck here and I can't move forward....also given that today is bad for me you would think that C would show some fucking compassion but NO he didn't even remember I had to remind him what today is!!!!!! Then I had a go at him about it, and I just get a text from him saying sorry you know I don't remember birthday's.....Normally I wouldn't mind but I told him yesterday so he was aware of it!!!<br> Then I tried ringing him back and I texted him but yet again I was just ignored....nice then when I finally got hold of him again he excuse was he was in the pool.....oh how fucking lovely his wife is in bits and he is having a swim glad to know that he has his priority's right!!!!<br> He said well ive been at work all day I needed to relax.....Oh fuck off C I would love to relax or have the opportunity to relax and chill out instead of fucking being what I have become.....he doesn't understand/care and fucking does my head in!!!!!! You would think he would know how I behave in certain situations by now cos god knows that he has caused most of my emotional out bursts in the past.....OMG I just want to scream.........<br> xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/07/run-6076227/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well the song I have today is Run - by Leona Lewis probably because it was on one of the music channels this morning when I was ironing.....It always makes me cry I think it is such a powerful song....
Anyway today has been really strange I went to work this morning which I was very busy then I had my session with J and to be honest before when I have seen her I leave feeling much better but today I didn't feel better at all I just feel like it's groundhog day and Im just stuck here and I can't move forward....also given that today is bad for me you would think that C would show some fucking compassion but NO he didn't even remember I had to remind him what today is!!!!!! Then I had a go at him about it, and I just get a text from him saying sorry you know I don't remember birthday's.....Normally I wouldn't mind but I told him yesterday so he was aware of it!!!
Then I tried ringing him back and I texted him but yet again I was just ignored....nice then when I finally got hold of him again he excuse was he was in the pool.....oh how fucking lovely his wife is in bits and he is having a swim glad to know that he has his priority's right!!!!
He said well ive been at work all day I needed to relax.....Oh fuck off C I would love to relax or have the opportunity to relax and chill out instead of fucking being what I have become.....he doesn't understand/care and fucking does my head in!!!!!! You would think he would know how I behave in certain situations by now cos god knows that he has caused most of my emotional out bursts in the past.....OMG I just want to scream.........
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]]>Comfortably Numb......http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/06/comfortably-numb-6071270/2009-05-06T20:14:34+02:00 <p>Well.....you will be glad to hear I didn't fuck up at work today, I had quite a pro-active day...might have something to do with the fact that Im comfortably numb....Well perhaps kalms are just placebo's and there are really vitamin C but hey I feel better today or is it because I think they calm me down therefore I get calm....who know's......Well tomorrow is not going to be a good day for me emotionally but hey I will deal with it who really cares that it would of been my dad's birthday when people ask you how you are you feel obliged to say your fine when really your crying on the inside but you smile and somehow if gives the illusion that you are fine but me it's all in my eyes you can tell alot on how im feeling by my eyes I may be smiling but my eyes will be sad and blue....funny that cos they are blue but you know what I mean....Also Im going to another session after I finish at work and no not a sex session I wish perhaps that would make me feel better...lmfao I just have to keep telling myself it's all for the greater good...then after that Im off to church to light candles...oh yeah and cry obviously....<br> Also I haven't heard from Dr troy for ages and in a way Im glad cos I have far to much going on in my head to be dressing up and playing cops and robbers lol and lets be honest he has never brought me coffee and taken me round to do stuff....unlike 007 now 007 is a whole different ball game.....it made me laugh because he said he is the male version of me....perhaps somewhere out there he is writing about me.....who knows well I hope it's all nice things.....</p> <p>Well yesterday I finally had a "normal conversation" with C one where I was actually talking instead of being abusive, well I was at work so I have to play nice sometimes then he texted me to say he was glad I sounded happier....ha ha ha that's cos I was at work....duhhhhh it all changed when i got home honestly its like someone flicks a switch and I go from work mode to back in prison mode....And LOL guess what song I have had in my head all day "all I want is a room somewhere far away from the cold night....." it's quite funny really cos that the song I usually sing on demand when Im out drinking you know just random walking down the road and I start singing....perhaps it's a sign I need to go out and get shit faced......<br> Anyway as much as I love to sit and write Im going for a long soak in a bubble bath...then I need to find an outfit for work tomorrow...<br> XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/06/comfortably-numb-6071270/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well.....you will be glad to hear I didn't fuck up at work today, I had quite a pro-active day...might have something to do with the fact that Im comfortably numb....Well perhaps kalms are just placebo's and there are really vitamin C but hey I feel better today or is it because I think they calm me down therefore I get calm....who know's......Well tomorrow is not going to be a good day for me emotionally but hey I will deal with it who really cares that it would of been my dad's birthday when people ask you how you are you feel obliged to say your fine when really your crying on the inside but you smile and somehow if gives the illusion that you are fine but me it's all in my eyes you can tell alot on how im feeling by my eyes I may be smiling but my eyes will be sad and blue....funny that cos they are blue but you know what I mean....Also Im going to another session after I finish at work and no not a sex session I wish perhaps that would make me feel better...lmfao I just have to keep telling myself it's all for the greater good...then after that Im off to church to light candles...oh yeah and cry obviously....
Also I haven't heard from Dr troy for ages and in a way Im glad cos I have far to much going on in my head to be dressing up and playing cops and robbers lol and lets be honest he has never brought me coffee and taken me round to do stuff....unlike 007 now 007 is a whole different ball game.....it made me laugh because he said he is the male version of me....perhaps somewhere out there he is writing about me.....who knows well I hope it's all nice things.....

Well yesterday I finally had a "normal conversation" with C one where I was actually talking instead of being abusive, well I was at work so I have to play nice sometimes then he texted me to say he was glad I sounded happier....ha ha ha that's cos I was at work....duhhhhh it all changed when i got home honestly its like someone flicks a switch and I go from work mode to back in prison mode....And LOL guess what song I have had in my head all day "all I want is a room somewhere far away from the cold night....." it's quite funny really cos that the song I usually sing on demand when Im out drinking you know just random walking down the road and I start singing....perhaps it's a sign I need to go out and get shit faced......
Anyway as much as I love to sit and write Im going for a long soak in a bubble bath...then I need to find an outfit for work tomorrow...
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]]>Oh Fuck..........http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/05/oh-fuck-6064419/2009-05-05T18:53:52+02:00 <p>Well, last night I made sure I had a good nights sleep I took sleepy kalms and had sleep therapy balm on my head.....LOL And it worked I slept all night and I woke up when my alarm went off this morning.....Still felt like shit but hey ho not alot I can do about that, anyway I went off to work had to stop off to get some milk before I went in my office and the phrase Oh Fuck springs to mind there were 6 boxes of reports that I hadn't done properly last week....ooops hardly surprising really with how I was feeling last week....so at 0815 this morning I was sorting out my own fuck up for a change it was fine I did it in know time so glad I took normal kalms before I went to work and then I was having rescue remedy most of the day.......<br> I have decided what I need is time out in a health spa with someone pampering me and massaging all my stress away......nice thought shame it won't happen.</p> <p>Anyway back to my busy non-stop day, well I finished work then had to go to post some stuff then get the kids and then come home and cook dinner i made spag bol and it was very nice followed by a little cup cake my daughter had made....</p> <p>I also checked my emails when I got home and I had one from 007 and it made me smile!!<br> Anyway better go got loads more to do and I would like to relax (ha ha ha) before I go to bed.</p> <p>XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/05/oh-fuck-6064419/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, last night I made sure I had a good nights sleep I took sleepy kalms and had sleep therapy balm on my head.....LOL And it worked I slept all night and I woke up when my alarm went off this morning.....Still felt like shit but hey ho not alot I can do about that, anyway I went off to work had to stop off to get some milk before I went in my office and the phrase Oh Fuck springs to mind there were 6 boxes of reports that I hadn't done properly last week....ooops hardly surprising really with how I was feeling last week....so at 0815 this morning I was sorting out my own fuck up for a change it was fine I did it in know time so glad I took normal kalms before I went to work and then I was having rescue remedy most of the day.......
I have decided what I need is time out in a health spa with someone pampering me and massaging all my stress away......nice thought shame it won't happen.

Anyway back to my busy non-stop day, well I finished work then had to go to post some stuff then get the kids and then come home and cook dinner i made spag bol and it was very nice followed by a little cup cake my daughter had made....

I also checked my emails when I got home and I had one from 007 and it made me smile!!
Anyway better go got loads more to do and I would like to relax (ha ha ha) before I go to bed.

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]]>Yesterday & Todayhttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/04/yesterday-today-6056436/2009-05-04T13:02:34+02:00 <p>This written last night but laptop had a funny 5 minutes so i just saved it to do today.......</p> <p>Well.....here I am again sat on my sofa laptop on a cushion whilst I write with Music channel on in the back ground. Well like a sad billy no mates I went to the cinema on my own this morning....what a great film "state of play" as it was the first showing of the day the cinema was pretty much empty then I went over to my friend R's new house she moved from 2 doors down (just over 2 months ago) and thats where I stayed for the rest of the day she didnt mind as I hadnt seen her for ages and I had a lovely roast dinner with her and her family and did't come back to prison until gone 8pm.....I mean what the fuck is going on when you don't feel safe and secure in your home....I literally was in my kitchen for about 5 minutes before my eyes started to fill with tears....WTF is that all about and I have a sty aswell.... :-( I feel like im falling apart emotionally.....and where is C oh yeah he spent the day sunning himself by the pool in the the lovely hot place where his however is isn't hell for him....lmfao<br> xx</p> <p>Well....this morning I was up again at 6am why??? I hear you ask well I wish I knew and I must of been crying again cos my eyes looked like piss holes in the snow, Im thinking of changing the name of my blog to crying girl confessions cos lets face it thats all I seem to do lately....but I have been busy today in my prison I have done the housework and also I have finally managed to write my dad's birthday memory thing for the paper I kept it short but to the point...I did feel abit better after I sent it but only a little bit better. I have so much other stuff I could be doing but you know what I can't be arsed....Also C is supposed to be working ha ha ha that's a fucking joke I wish I had a job where I sat by a pool pissing it up all day....but at least I am off today as it is Bank Holiday monday....I have to go out later to get my little boy he has been over at my mums normally I would love the fact that I have had no kids the whole weekend but I have hated it....I suppose when they are here I am kept on my toes and when Im here on my own i have to much time to think, time to stress and get my self worked up, time to think about stuff that pisses me off and makes me angry.....I wish I could just turn that part of me OFF so I can be back to being happy Bad girl.....<br> XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/04/yesterday-today-6056436/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>This written last night but laptop had a funny 5 minutes so i just saved it to do today.......

Well.....here I am again sat on my sofa laptop on a cushion whilst I write with Music channel on in the back ground. Well like a sad billy no mates I went to the cinema on my own this morning....what a great film "state of play" as it was the first showing of the day the cinema was pretty much empty then I went over to my friend R's new house she moved from 2 doors down (just over 2 months ago) and thats where I stayed for the rest of the day she didnt mind as I hadnt seen her for ages and I had a lovely roast dinner with her and her family and did't come back to prison until gone 8pm.....I mean what the fuck is going on when you don't feel safe and secure in your home....I literally was in my kitchen for about 5 minutes before my eyes started to fill with tears....WTF is that all about and I have a sty aswell.... :-( I feel like im falling apart emotionally.....and where is C oh yeah he spent the day sunning himself by the pool in the the lovely hot place where his however is isn't hell for him....lmfao
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Well....this morning I was up again at 6am why??? I hear you ask well I wish I knew and I must of been crying again cos my eyes looked like piss holes in the snow, Im thinking of changing the name of my blog to crying girl confessions cos lets face it thats all I seem to do lately....but I have been busy today in my prison I have done the housework and also I have finally managed to write my dad's birthday memory thing for the paper I kept it short but to the point...I did feel abit better after I sent it but only a little bit better. I have so much other stuff I could be doing but you know what I can't be arsed....Also C is supposed to be working ha ha ha that's a fucking joke I wish I had a job where I sat by a pool pissing it up all day....but at least I am off today as it is Bank Holiday monday....I have to go out later to get my little boy he has been over at my mums normally I would love the fact that I have had no kids the whole weekend but I have hated it....I suppose when they are here I am kept on my toes and when Im here on my own i have to much time to think, time to stress and get my self worked up, time to think about stuff that pisses me off and makes me angry.....I wish I could just turn that part of me OFF so I can be back to being happy Bad girl.....
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]]>You Know What Thought Did!!!http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/02/you-know-what-thought-did-6047511/2009-05-02T21:05:40+02:00 <p>Well there was me thinking I would have a good nights sleep, last night after having a better day yesterday than I usually have.....but NO I went to bed early cos I was very very tired, then I was having fucked up dreams again and I can only barely remember parts and I woke up at 0605!!!! in tears!!! WTF I tell you really do have a few issues</p> <p>But thank heavens for a certain chemists 3 for 2 offers I bought Kalms, sleepy Kalms and rescue remedy pastiles i up for trying anything to stop me feeling the way that I feel and the fact that i start to cry very easily lately, also had a letter today about me it was from a third party all tied in with my fucking twat neighbours,,,and it said how they take these matters seriously HA seriously those fuckers would not seriously if it came up and bit them on the fucking arse!!!! oh and the fact that I am getting plenty of support????? am I where is it then they must be thinking that "it's nothing to do with us" is there way of supporting I tell you when this fucking living hell is over Im going to write a fucking book and sell my fucking story to the highest bidder the papers love abit of military scandal!!!!<br> Support me is what they should of done months ago not just fobbing me off at every opportunity...if they had sorted those fucking twats out then, i might be sat here writing nice things rather than all this bolloxs all the fucking time and believe me I am so fucking sick of it, today after I had dropped the kids off with my mum i had to come back here to my prison...it is horrible, but i did cheer myself up by having my i-pod on singing to all the songs, I love singing :-) people are very surprised when they hear me sing....in a nice way because I am very good hey my life may be shit but I have 3 beautiful kids and i can sing that is something I am very proud of i just wish Id done more with my voice I would love to be a popstar but maybe I am past that stage of my life so now I sing in my kitchen.</p> <p>Anyway Im going to take some more pills then have an early night as Im going to the cinema in the morning anything to get me the fuck out of this house. </p> <p>XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/02/you-know-what-thought-did-6047511/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well there was me thinking I would have a good nights sleep, last night after having a better day yesterday than I usually have.....but NO I went to bed early cos I was very very tired, then I was having fucked up dreams again and I can only barely remember parts and I woke up at 0605!!!! in tears!!! WTF I tell you really do have a few issues

But thank heavens for a certain chemists 3 for 2 offers I bought Kalms, sleepy Kalms and rescue remedy pastiles i up for trying anything to stop me feeling the way that I feel and the fact that i start to cry very easily lately, also had a letter today about me it was from a third party all tied in with my fucking twat neighbours,,,and it said how they take these matters seriously HA seriously those fuckers would not seriously if it came up and bit them on the fucking arse!!!! oh and the fact that I am getting plenty of support????? am I where is it then they must be thinking that "it's nothing to do with us" is there way of supporting I tell you when this fucking living hell is over Im going to write a fucking book and sell my fucking story to the highest bidder the papers love abit of military scandal!!!!
Support me is what they should of done months ago not just fobbing me off at every opportunity...if they had sorted those fucking twats out then, i might be sat here writing nice things rather than all this bolloxs all the fucking time and believe me I am so fucking sick of it, today after I had dropped the kids off with my mum i had to come back here to my prison...it is horrible, but i did cheer myself up by having my i-pod on singing to all the songs, I love singing :-) people are very surprised when they hear me sing....in a nice way because I am very good hey my life may be shit but I have 3 beautiful kids and i can sing that is something I am very proud of i just wish Id done more with my voice I would love to be a popstar but maybe I am past that stage of my life so now I sing in my kitchen.

Anyway Im going to take some more pills then have an early night as Im going to the cinema in the morning anything to get me the fuck out of this house.

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]]>Some Days Are Better Than Othershttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/01/some-days-are-better-than-others-6042258/2009-05-01T19:49:17+02:00 <p>Well today it is not all doom and gloom in the world of bad girl don't get me wrong I still hate where i fucking live still hate the neighbours with a passion C has pissed me off again.....but today i was naughty.....ahhhh not naughty in that "term" I met a man today (but we have been in contact for a while)and as you all know I love putting a code to what I write so I won't dissapoint so 007 picked me up in his car and might i add wow "what a car" what a perfect gentleman he even got out of the car and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek....then we went for a coffee yes a coffee and had a really long chat i think i did most of the talking lol well i do love the sound of my own voice then i had a few things I needed to do and then he dropped me back. It was so nice to talk to someone new someone who isnt nasty or horrible and he didn't piss me off (which really is a bonus cos I am very much angry girl at the mo)<br> Then i went to my friends house had a nice chat brought her upto speed on all the bolloxs and the crap with C also she made me lunch which was lovely then just as I was leaving she gave me a bunch of flowers....how sweet is that when i asked her what are these for she simply said to cheer me up.....stuff like that makes me glad i hae her as a friend....omg why cant the rest of my life be as easy as giving me a bunch of flowers lol doesnt work like that does it....but hey ho they are lovely!!!!<br> Anyway Im going now cos Im starving so thank you 007 for a lovely morning<br> xx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/05/01/some-days-are-better-than-others-6042258/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well today it is not all doom and gloom in the world of bad girl don't get me wrong I still hate where i fucking live still hate the neighbours with a passion C has pissed me off again.....but today i was naughty.....ahhhh not naughty in that "term" I met a man today (but we have been in contact for a while)and as you all know I love putting a code to what I write so I won't dissapoint so 007 picked me up in his car and might i add wow "what a car" what a perfect gentleman he even got out of the car and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek....then we went for a coffee yes a coffee and had a really long chat i think i did most of the talking lol well i do love the sound of my own voice then i had a few things I needed to do and then he dropped me back. It was so nice to talk to someone new someone who isnt nasty or horrible and he didn't piss me off (which really is a bonus cos I am very much angry girl at the mo)
Then i went to my friends house had a nice chat brought her upto speed on all the bolloxs and the crap with C also she made me lunch which was lovely then just as I was leaving she gave me a bunch of flowers....how sweet is that when i asked her what are these for she simply said to cheer me up.....stuff like that makes me glad i hae her as a friend....omg why cant the rest of my life be as easy as giving me a bunch of flowers lol doesnt work like that does it....but hey ho they are lovely!!!!
Anyway Im going now cos Im starving so thank you 007 for a lovely morning
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]]>Bad Girl Dayhttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/04/30/bad-girl-day-6036978/2009-04-30T20:07:00+02:00 <p>Well, where do I start I really do have no idea wish I could write that Im happy but Im not wish I could write Ive been bad but I haven't but I do wonder what the masterplan is.........</p> <p>Don't get me wrong Ive had offers from Dr Troy but I just can't I have to much on my mind to many problems to much shit to deal with I really do wonder how I function How much will I actually take before I snap....sorry i know this isn't my usual thing I would like someone to now pinch me and I wake up and all the bad fucking shit was just a nightmare and Im fine, happy and loving where i live......urhhhhh wrong answer Im not happy Im not fine and Im not happy where I live.</p> <p>Ive had a really horrible day the one and only plus to my day was going to starbucks on the way to the airport fuck me that speaks volumes when the highlight of my day is a latte lmfao see at least I still have a sense of humour i can still laugh but unfortunately today i have done more crying than laughing, also i have got pink floyd wish you were here in my head and its been there for days i think it is because Ive been thinking about my dad it would have been his 60th birthday next week....grief is a funny thing not funny ha ha just funny how one day you are fine and the next you are not hardly surprising really......how is that when you are feeling and getting so much fucking shit that the slightest thing will make you cry....but i can deal with most things I think i have proved that i just dont want to deal with it any more i want something done things need to change i can't move on i can't even grieve my dad properly i just want to walk into a big field and scream im not ok im not fine i have feelings i know im a bitch but really do i deserve all this....</p> <p>xxx </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/04/30/bad-girl-day-6036978/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, where do I start I really do have no idea wish I could write that Im happy but Im not wish I could write Ive been bad but I haven't but I do wonder what the masterplan is.........

Don't get me wrong Ive had offers from Dr Troy but I just can't I have to much on my mind to many problems to much shit to deal with I really do wonder how I function How much will I actually take before I snap....sorry i know this isn't my usual thing I would like someone to now pinch me and I wake up and all the bad fucking shit was just a nightmare and Im fine, happy and loving where i live......urhhhhh wrong answer Im not happy Im not fine and Im not happy where I live.

Ive had a really horrible day the one and only plus to my day was going to starbucks on the way to the airport fuck me that speaks volumes when the highlight of my day is a latte lmfao see at least I still have a sense of humour i can still laugh but unfortunately today i have done more crying than laughing, also i have got pink floyd wish you were here in my head and its been there for days i think it is because Ive been thinking about my dad it would have been his 60th birthday next week....grief is a funny thing not funny ha ha just funny how one day you are fine and the next you are not hardly surprising really......how is that when you are feeling and getting so much fucking shit that the slightest thing will make you cry....but i can deal with most things I think i have proved that i just dont want to deal with it any more i want something done things need to change i can't move on i can't even grieve my dad properly i just want to walk into a big field and scream im not ok im not fine i have feelings i know im a bitch but really do i deserve all this....

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]]>Oh another day in paradise.....NOThttp://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/04/21/oh-another-day-in-paradise-not-5983166/2009-04-21T18:33:11+02:00 <p>Well what can I say......another day in paradise....uhhh NO </p> <p>Im so fucking angry at the moment I think I really need to find a way to get rid of my anger.......don't get me wrong Im not angry about the kids LOL cos they are behaving really well.....but Im just angry myself and Im angry with C I wish I had a magic wand which would make my life perfect cos at the mo it is far from perfect, Ive even been listening to Whitney which is never good cos it just makes me sad <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"><br> But anyway I was thinking about taking up kick boxing again it may help with my anger LOL or just tire me the fuck out so I don't think of how shit my life is at the mo, also I would be fit as fuck which is always good!!!! Cos I am a firm believer in if you look good you feel good (not saying that I don't feel good LOL just ask the Dr) but I need to be happy on the inside aswell as gorgeous on the outside and hey lets face it what woman doesn't love to be told she is gorgeous....but it's just a shame it's very rarely my husband....ooops his fault I think and plus he single handedly ruined my 2 weeks quality time!!!!!Arsehole....Just wonder how long I can stay angry with him.....ummmmmmm anyway back to relieving anger I have always wanted to take up ballroom dancing (i know its not very bad is it) but I used to dance years ago perhaps it could be a new hobby for me. Anyway in other news Dr Troy texted me this morning while I was at work I did reply but all he wanted to know was what I was going to wear next time he sees me.....one track mind LOL he already knew cos we discussed it before but he seemed pleased with my choice!!! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_wink.gif" alt=";)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>I can't believe it has been about 2 mths since I last saw him??? Never mind distant makes the heart/hard-on stronger lmfao.</p> <p>Well thank you I do feel better now and I will write more tomorrow</p> <p>XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/04/21/oh-another-day-in-paradise-not-5983166/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well what can I say......another day in paradise....uhhh NO

Im so fucking angry at the moment I think I really need to find a way to get rid of my anger.......don't get me wrong Im not angry about the kids LOL cos they are behaving really well.....but Im just angry myself and Im angry with C I wish I had a magic wand which would make my life perfect cos at the mo it is far from perfect, Ive even been listening to Whitney which is never good cos it just makes me sad :'(
But anyway I was thinking about taking up kick boxing again it may help with my anger LOL or just tire me the fuck out so I don't think of how shit my life is at the mo, also I would be fit as fuck which is always good!!!! Cos I am a firm believer in if you look good you feel good (not saying that I don't feel good LOL just ask the Dr) but I need to be happy on the inside aswell as gorgeous on the outside and hey lets face it what woman doesn't love to be told she is gorgeous....but it's just a shame it's very rarely my husband....ooops his fault I think and plus he single handedly ruined my 2 weeks quality time!!!!!Arsehole....Just wonder how long I can stay angry with him.....ummmmmmm anyway back to relieving anger I have always wanted to take up ballroom dancing (i know its not very bad is it) but I used to dance years ago perhaps it could be a new hobby for me. Anyway in other news Dr Troy texted me this morning while I was at work I did reply but all he wanted to know was what I was going to wear next time he sees me.....one track mind LOL he already knew cos we discussed it before but he seemed pleased with my choice!!! ;)

I can't believe it has been about 2 mths since I last saw him??? Never mind distant makes the heart/hard-on stronger lmfao.

Well thank you I do feel better now and I will write more tomorrow

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]]>I'm A Bad Girl Get Me The F**k Out Of Here!!!!!!!!!!!http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/04/20/i-m-a-bad-girl-get-me-the-f-k-out-of-here-5977538/2009-04-20T18:45:54+02:00 <p>Hello, so sorry I haven't written for ages this is due to C being home for 2 weeks but OMG I just really need to be out of here now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (this fucking house)</p> <p>Well to say I have just had the worst 2 weeks ever would be a fucking understatement lets just say I think the weather would have been better in hell!!!LOL</p> <p>Where do I start I really have no fucking idea.....the cunt twat faced neigbours are just being complete arseholes to the point where if I did not have lots and lots of restraint I would of gone round there and broken that slags fingers how fucking dare she stick her fingers up at my kids.....When Im in my garden if her kids throw anything in my garden Im not nasty to them Im polite cos at the end of the day you can't be like that with kids I blame the parents lmfao </p> <p>Also I have been poorly aswell to the point where I had to have time off work :-( which was shit cos I love my job and when Im at work Im not here I feel like a fucking prisoner in my house!!!!!!! I just don't want to be here anymore I want to leave now!!!!</p> <p>Also I've had problems with C what a prick how dare he treat me like that what a fucking arsehole........ :-(</p> <p>I need some fun I need a good old fucking laugh I need to go out and get completely wasted and sing to my hearts content!!!! If fact perhaps I need a Dr LOL </p> <p>Well he texted me today while I was at work asking me to leave work early.....Hello Im not my own boss I have to work my hours!!!! And not sure if it's a good idea with the current probs with the twats!!!!! I don't want them sticking there fucking noses in to my fun!!!!! But I really do need to see him....I know I have had C home for 2 weeks but hey......not enough action for my liking if you know what I mean!!!<br> I definately need a Dr :-) </p> <p>I just hate the fact that my current bolloxs is consuming my fucking life I want my fucking life back or I may have to change my name to sadgirlconfession cos Im not exactly happy at the mo........</p> <p>XXX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/04/20/i-m-a-bad-girl-get-me-the-f-k-out-of-here-5977538/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Hello, so sorry I haven't written for ages this is due to C being home for 2 weeks but OMG I just really need to be out of here now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (this fucking house)

Well to say I have just had the worst 2 weeks ever would be a fucking understatement lets just say I think the weather would have been better in hell!!!LOL

Where do I start I really have no fucking idea.....the cunt twat faced neigbours are just being complete arseholes to the point where if I did not have lots and lots of restraint I would of gone round there and broken that slags fingers how fucking dare she stick her fingers up at my kids.....When Im in my garden if her kids throw anything in my garden Im not nasty to them Im polite cos at the end of the day you can't be like that with kids I blame the parents lmfao

Also I have been poorly aswell to the point where I had to have time off work :-( which was shit cos I love my job and when Im at work Im not here I feel like a fucking prisoner in my house!!!!!!! I just don't want to be here anymore I want to leave now!!!!

Also I've had problems with C what a prick how dare he treat me like that what a fucking arsehole........ :-(

I need some fun I need a good old fucking laugh I need to go out and get completely wasted and sing to my hearts content!!!! If fact perhaps I need a Dr LOL

Well he texted me today while I was at work asking me to leave work early.....Hello Im not my own boss I have to work my hours!!!! And not sure if it's a good idea with the current probs with the twats!!!!! I don't want them sticking there fucking noses in to my fun!!!!! But I really do need to see him....I know I have had C home for 2 weeks but hey......not enough action for my liking if you know what I mean!!!
I definately need a Dr :-)

I just hate the fact that my current bolloxs is consuming my fucking life I want my fucking life back or I may have to change my name to sadgirlconfession cos Im not exactly happy at the mo........

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]]>Happy Mummy's Day To All The Mummy's :-)http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/03/22/happy-mummy-s-day-to-all-the-mummy-s-5805377/2009-03-22T08:59:35+01:00 <p>Well first of all let me say that it is a gorgeous day here in Hampshire!!</p> <p>However I was up early due to having a very bad nightmare where I woke up in floods of tears <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"> It was horrible just horrible I was crying in the dream then I woke up crying......my god I hate the way my neighbours domestic violence affects me!!!!!!!!</p> <p>I had such a lovely day yesterday I took the kids out for a walk in the afternoon then they played in the garden when we got home, had a nice chilled out evening catching up on 24 on my sky planner (you just gotta love Jack Bauer!!!)</p> <p>Anyway I was watching last monday's episode of 24 when at about 2315 I could hear the cunts house phone going no one answered it then a few minutes later it went off again....I carried on totally glued to 24 when at 2350 I heard ear piercing screaming then a heard her crying....we don't need a PHD to work out that he had hit her again!!!!! Part of me wanted to go round and check she was alright but why the fuck should I put myself at risk for the people who are affecting me so deeply that Im having fucking nightmare's !!!!!!<br> It is really no wonder that I have been a emotinal wreck recently I might as well be the one being hit!!!!! but hey people that would never happen cos I would put that fucking wife beating cunt right on his fucking arse!!!! I am a trained lethal weapon you know!!!!!!!</p> <p>Anyway Im off to enjoy my Mummy's Day...</p> <p>XXX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/03/22/happy-mummy-s-day-to-all-the-mummy-s-5805377/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well first of all let me say that it is a gorgeous day here in Hampshire!!

However I was up early due to having a very bad nightmare where I woke up in floods of tears :'( It was horrible just horrible I was crying in the dream then I woke up crying......my god I hate the way my neighbours domestic violence affects me!!!!!!!!

I had such a lovely day yesterday I took the kids out for a walk in the afternoon then they played in the garden when we got home, had a nice chilled out evening catching up on 24 on my sky planner (you just gotta love Jack Bauer!!!)

Anyway I was watching last monday's episode of 24 when at about 2315 I could hear the cunts house phone going no one answered it then a few minutes later it went off again....I carried on totally glued to 24 when at 2350 I heard ear piercing screaming then a heard her crying....we don't need a PHD to work out that he had hit her again!!!!! Part of me wanted to go round and check she was alright but why the fuck should I put myself at risk for the people who are affecting me so deeply that Im having fucking nightmare's !!!!!!
It is really no wonder that I have been a emotinal wreck recently I might as well be the one being hit!!!!! but hey people that would never happen cos I would put that fucking wife beating cunt right on his fucking arse!!!! I am a trained lethal weapon you know!!!!!!!

Anyway Im off to enjoy my Mummy's Day...

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]]>Sorry......Im Not My Lovely Happy Self................http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/03/15/sorry-im-not-my-lovely-happy-self-5760520/2009-03-15T17:25:38+01:00 <p>Well.....what can I say as weeks go this past week has to be the worst ever......Im so fucking tired....mentally....emotionally you name it Im tired.....Even when I go to bed I don't have a nice restful nights sleep I wake up every few hours and Im having seriously fucked up dreams I have no idea what they mean....for example last night I had a dream that my Dad (who passed away in 2004) was not dead he was alive then in my dream he died all over again...very destressing for me I woke up not feeling that good as you can imagine....why am I dreaming this sort of shit....is it that I haven't dealt with my Dad dying who knows...or is it that Im dealing with so much shit at the moment that even when I sleep my mind is not resting....Im quite glad Im going to work tomorrow so I won't be in this fucking house with those fucking c**ts that live next door.....Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I feel like a fucking prisoner in my own home which should never happen....Sorry Im just not a Happy Bad Girl at the moment <img src="/img/smilies/icon_cry.gif" alt=":'(" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Despite everything I did have a nice morning today I took my kids to the cinema to watch Hotel For Dogs which is very funny.....shame we had to leave and come back to the prison (sorry my house) </p> <p>Well on friday this week I have a meeting....no lol not an AA meeting that is one thing I haven't done turned to the demon drink LOL</p> <p>I have meeting and I am going to go absolutely fucking mental cos I want soemthing fucking done about the fucking bastards that live next door enough is enough when it starts affecting my sleep and makes me feel like shit to the point where I go back to not a very nice time in my life....when I lost my Dad....I never got to say good-bye to him it was unexpected and I know it sounds silly but part of me still doesn't believe he is dead...perhaps that why I dream of him being alive then dying....OMG Im so fucking morbid see look what these fuckers are doing to me.......</p> <p>XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/03/15/sorry-im-not-my-lovely-happy-self-5760520/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well.....what can I say as weeks go this past week has to be the worst ever......Im so fucking tired....mentally....emotionally you name it Im tired.....Even when I go to bed I don't have a nice restful nights sleep I wake up every few hours and Im having seriously fucked up dreams I have no idea what they mean....for example last night I had a dream that my Dad (who passed away in 2004) was not dead he was alive then in my dream he died all over again...very destressing for me I woke up not feeling that good as you can imagine....why am I dreaming this sort of shit....is it that I haven't dealt with my Dad dying who knows...or is it that Im dealing with so much shit at the moment that even when I sleep my mind is not resting....Im quite glad Im going to work tomorrow so I won't be in this fucking house with those fucking c**ts that live next door.....Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I feel like a fucking prisoner in my own home which should never happen....Sorry Im just not a Happy Bad Girl at the moment :'(

Despite everything I did have a nice morning today I took my kids to the cinema to watch Hotel For Dogs which is very funny.....shame we had to leave and come back to the prison (sorry my house)

Well on friday this week I have a meeting....no lol not an AA meeting that is one thing I haven't done turned to the demon drink LOL

I have meeting and I am going to go absolutely fucking mental cos I want soemthing fucking done about the fucking bastards that live next door enough is enough when it starts affecting my sleep and makes me feel like shit to the point where I go back to not a very nice time in my life....when I lost my Dad....I never got to say good-bye to him it was unexpected and I know it sounds silly but part of me still doesn't believe he is dead...perhaps that why I dream of him being alive then dying....OMG Im so fucking morbid see look what these fuckers are doing to me.......

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]]>F**king Neighbours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/03/11/f-king-neighbours-5738650/2009-03-11T20:01:31+01:00 <p>Well, last night I was subjected to nearly 3 hours of my fucking twat neighbours banging on the fucking wall.....in the end I just totally lost it and hit the wall(that hard I hurt my hand) and shouted"willl you fucking shut up you fucking twats" then I put the telly on MTV and had the volume up so fucking loud I could hear it in the kitchen while I washed up!!!!!!! Tossers!!!!!!</p> <p>OMG I just really don't think I can handle this for much longer I am close to the point where I will just fucking go loopy!!!!!!!!! and fuck me if that fucking bitch says anything to me I will tell her to fuck off!!!!!!!! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_evil.gif" alt=">:-[" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Sorry people for swearing quite badly but you can understand my anger cos this was just a deliberate act of nusiance by them and OMG I have been on the war path today but funny old thing no one wants to help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean WTF do I have to do to get someone to help sort this fucking problem out!!!!!!!!!!</p> <p>Im now going to have bath and chill out hopefully <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>XX </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://BadGirlConfession.blog.co.uk/2009/03/11/f-king-neighbours-5738650/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>Well, last night I was subjected to nearly 3 hours of my fucking twat neighbours banging on the fucking wall.....in the end I just totally lost it and hit the wall(that hard I hurt my hand) and shouted"willl you fucking shut up you fucking twats" then I put the telly on MTV and had the volume up so fucking loud I could hear it in the kitchen while I washed up!!!!!!! Tossers!!!!!!

OMG I just really don't think I can handle this for much longer I am close to the point where I will just fucking go loopy!!!!!!!!! and fuck me if that fucking bitch says anything to me I will tell her to fuck off!!!!!!!! >:-[

Sorry people for swearing quite badly but you can understand my anger cos this was just a deliberate act of nusiance by them and OMG I have been on the war path today but funny old thing no one wants to help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean WTF do I have to do to get someone to help sort this fucking problem out!!!!!!!!!!

Im now going to have bath and chill out hopefully :(

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