Well, firstly let me say Im so sorry I haven't written for ages but I have been very busy....
I have had more fucking bolloxs with the fucking twats next door now they have taken to verbally abusing and threatening my 15 year old daughter when she is in my garden honestly it was just awful and some of the stuff he was saying to her and some of the stuff he was saying about me was just vile and I nearly actually threw up!!!!!! But hey guess what? yep you guessed right the police dont want to know and wont do anything about it!!!!!! And I also spoke to some high up his work food chain and she told me that service men are entitled to a pirvate life and what they do in there private lif is ther own business!!!!!!!!!!! WTF I tell ya that bastard thinks he is untouchable but he is going to wish he never said those things to my fucking daughter!!!!!!
Also the one place I always felt safe and relaxed was work but now that has gone tits up as well I think my boss thinks I am a witch because I feel like there is a witch hunt going on and Im the fucking target!!!!!! So for the last few weeks I now hate my fucking job aswell but on monday I have a meeting with the head to let her know exactly what is going on and how I am being treated!!!!!!!
Also I have been very very very very bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a visit from Dr Troy the other night and OMG it was fucking amazing and definately what the Dr ordered, but it was weird I dont mean weird kinky I mean weird, let me eplain I havent seen the Dr since February and I was on strike and not wanting to see him but he made me a offer I couldn't refuse so I gave in and Im glad I did cos I feel great!!!!! But the weird thing was sorry Im going to be brutally honest he was leaning me over one of the work tops in my kitchen and he kissed the top of my back really sensually and almost like someone would kiss you when they were totally in love with you????? It just something he has never done before and even now when I think about it I can remember how it made me feel!! also he was holding my hand the whole time and when he was just about to go after we had our fun he turned round and kissed me good bye but it was just different I am fucked if I know what that was all about if anyone has any clues/answers I would love to know....... ：－）
I just keep going over it in my head and I am totally puzzled!!!!!
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