WTF.......well you know I said earlier that C had pissed me off well earlier I got a really shitty email from him, so obviously I sent him a load of abuse back, then I just checked and he had sent me another shitty email....how nice just what you want to read before you go to bed....what a tosser!!!!!
Why is it that I play nice and it gets me fucking nowhere?? I have done nothing but support him when he has been having a hard time this week.....what thanks do I fucking get......NONE could he say the same about supporting me??.....NO he couldn't I have probably had more support from other people than my husband in the last 8 months??? WTF does that say about my marriage??....Im actually quite upset 
And I haven't felt upset for ages....It really makes you think about your life and what you want from it.....
Gotts go to upset to type can't see through my
