BadGirlConfession

Well what can I say apart from this time tomorrow we will be on the way to our new home!!!!!! But hey did I really think it would happen peacefully???? The answer to that is obviously NO last night I went to bed about 2130 cos I had tooth ache and I had been so busy I thought a good nights sleep would do me good or so I thought little did I know what would happen!!!!! At 1230 I was woken up by that cunt next door's telly it was really fucking loud and on some fucking on demand channel so I came down stairs and rung the mod police who were no fucking use what so ever then I rung the council environmental health people and because I didnt have the special number to ring they wouldnt help either so I rung the civvy police who again were no fucking help what so ever so my last ditch attempt to get some sleep I rung the service police who to my surprise said that fine we will send a unit out and within 15 minutes they were parked outside trying to wake that fucking cunt up and get him to come to the door he did eventually and it got turned off but the worrying thing is that if he was that pissed why the fuck was he left in charge of 2 kids!!!!! the mind boggles seriously!!!!!! And this morning thankfully I was already awake when he started banging on the fucking walls for what reason I dont know!!!!! And now we have the on demand channel back on the telly but hey its in the day Im not trying to sleep so you fucking crack on you fucking scum of the earth!!!!!!!
C is currently on his way home then hey we can both play the loud music game apart from mine is more tuneful rather than some fucking telly channel perhaps he would like to listen to a bit of dr dre and snoop or perhaps the ordinary boys LOL Im sure I can find something to amuse myself until C gets back but just let him fucking start today/tonight cos C mate is helping load the van later and he is built like a brick shit house and you just wouldnt even bother messing with him he is one scary mother fucker lovely bloke though but just dont get on the wrong side of him LMFAO lets hope that twat does ha ha ha ha ha ha ha thats something I would pay to watch
Anyway I must have some breakfast now as Im starving and i need all my energy for today and tomorrow.
Well depending on how quickly sky pull there finger out of there arse and get me connected in the new house will be when I write next just think you have happy badgirl blogs to look forward to.......
Take care all and I will be back soon XXX

Well I really didnt think I would be sat here writing this but I am......I thought the bad neighbour problems couldnt affect me this close to moving but it has......
Well that fucking bitch next door has taken it to a whole new level a level that I never thought was there!!!!! My daughter's friend has an aunty that lives next door to the house that my cunt neigbours rent out privately..... that fucking cunt said thst me and C are swingers!!!!!! LOL WTF lets get this straight here and now I have never been a swinger sorry Im far to selfish to share LOL also she said that I was a drunk ha ha ha ha ha OMG I think she is confusing here self with me I can't remember the last time I has a drink let alone got drunk!!!!! also apparantly I always have the police being called to attend my house again I think you are confusing your house with mine as the police are always being called to there fucking house.....but the part of this whole thing that is the most disturbing is!!!! that fucking bitch cunt slag said that my husband sexually abuses our children OMG WTF how fucking dare she say that about my husband I mean what a sick fucking thing to say about someone I mean allegations like that wreck peoples lives and could wreck his career also if she said that to someone who she didnt think we knew who else has she said it to!!!!!!!!!!!
I rang C after I got told this but I told him to sit down and he said it was a good job that he was away cos if he was there he would of gone round and smashed her face in, how I havent gone round there and battered the fuck out I dont know......But I have rung the police and they are coming round to see me tomorrow and then Im going to sue the fucking arse off that cunt
I am so fucking angry it is untrue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I would just like to say that anything that cunt has said is not true and my husband is a wonderful father and he would never even smack our kids!!!!!!
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Well hello everyone what can I say sorry I have not written in ages but I have been very very very busy firstly I have had even more shit at work which is just fucking crap and don't worry they are going to be getting my notice the week before I am due back to work in september LMFAO
Also I have mega news it has taken a while to do but I am truly a celebrity and I am getting the fuck outta here GOOD BYE WANKER NEIGHBOURS HELLO HAPPY BADGIRL
Well it is now 8 days til we move and I cant fucking wait to get away from these cunts and OMG I just hope they say something to me before I move cos I will rip there fucking heads off and tell them exactly what I fucking think of them!!!!!!
The only downside to moving is there will be no more Dr Troy :-(
But hey he came round and saw me yesterday LOL and lets just say we had fun and it was fucking ace!!!!! Just what the Dr ordered LMFAO
He was supposed to be coming round this morning aswell but we all know what he is like after sex he ignores me fucking twat but he better pull his finger out cos I am home alone til next weds just think of all the sex we can have in that time frame ummmmmmm
For the last few nights I havent slept very well but last night I slept like a baby :-) thank you Dr

But I need to find a new Dr Troy Ummmmm well where I am moving I do know a few people 1 in particular I had alot of fun with last summer you know just going to see him for sex LOL well needs must so Im sure he would give me what I want if I asked him nicely, also there is another man I have known for years I have never fucked him but we did kiss about 12 years ago so if I can I will have him aswell LOL well C is going away next year for 6mths so I need to take care of myself LOL
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Well, firstly let me say Im so sorry I haven't written for ages but I have been very busy....
I have had more fucking bolloxs with the fucking twats next door now they have taken to verbally abusing and threatening my 15 year old daughter when she is in my garden honestly it was just awful and some of the stuff he was saying to her and some of the stuff he was saying about me was just vile and I nearly actually threw up!!!!!! But hey guess what? yep you guessed right the police dont want to know and wont do anything about it!!!!!! And I also spoke to some high up his work food chain and she told me that service men are entitled to a pirvate life and what they do in there private lif is ther own business!!!!!!!!!!! WTF I tell ya that bastard thinks he is untouchable but he is going to wish he never said those things to my fucking daughter!!!!!!
Also the one place I always felt safe and relaxed was work but now that has gone tits up as well I think my boss thinks I am a witch because I feel like there is a witch hunt going on and Im the fucking target!!!!!! So for the last few weeks I now hate my fucking job aswell but on monday I have a meeting with the head to let her know exactly what is going on and how I am being treated!!!!!!!

Also I have been very very very very bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a visit from Dr Troy the other night and OMG it was fucking amazing and definately what the Dr ordered, but it was weird I dont mean weird kinky I mean weird, let me eplain I havent seen the Dr since February and I was on strike and not wanting to see him but he made me a offer I couldn't refuse so I gave in and Im glad I did cos I feel great!!!!! But the weird thing was sorry Im going to be brutally honest he was leaning me over one of the work tops in my kitchen and he kissed the top of my back really sensually and almost like someone would kiss you when they were totally in love with you????? It just something he has never done before and even now when I think about it I can remember how it made me feel!! also he was holding my hand the whole time and when he was just about to go after we had our fun he turned round and kissed me good bye but it was just different I am fucked if I know what that was all about if anyone has any clues/answers I would love to know....... ：－）
I just keep going over it in my head and I am totally puzzled!!!!!

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Well to say that I am tired would be an understatement......Im just totally mentally and emotionally drained, I was back to work today after a horrible week off....and well lets just say my day was not good first of all I had to cover for someone because they were ill and I really could of done without that cos I don't feel great myself my nose is totally blocked and I feel like shit and my hearing and sense of smell keep going funny and Im sure Ive taken too many flu pills....nevermind anyway after I did someone elses bloody job today I was getting on with all my work when my boss called me in for a talk.....I wondered what it was about apparantly some people had complained about the reports I fucked up...you know the ones I said I had to re do and it was all sorted out.....why fucking do that go behind my fucking back and grass me up for making a fucking mistake and then correcting it??? Tossers.....Fuck me I made those mistakes the week that C was going away and given that my husbnad has not gone anyway to work for quite a number of years I think that warrants the fact that my mind was not on my work that week..... I no longer like my job....nice I hate where I live I hate the cunts that live next door and now I hate my job!!!!!!!!

OMG when is my life going to get easier....cos really I have had enough now I am so fucking angry........................

Well what can I say I thought things with the fucking twats couldn't get much worse....Oh how fucking wrong was I.....This morning I was awake early with the kids which was fine because we were going out early anyway so after breakfast I went to look see if the postman had been now I looked through the spy hole in my frontdoor into the porch and I had not had post but I could see a shadow????? So I opened the frontdoor and Oh My Fucking God.......The fucking porch absolutely stank of fish and there were 2 DEAD CRABS on the carpet that had been put through the letterbox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I actually nearly threw up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Funny I don't like crab!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean WTF planet are these bunch of CUNTS on.......
I had to rip the fucking carpet up and mop the floor with bleach also had to wash the net curtain............Whats next a fucking dead horses head in my fucking bed or perhaps the rest of spongebobs gang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I say I have really had enough of living here I really do mean it and it is as bad as I say it is.

I know I cant be sure who it was but yesterday when I was in my bedroom tiding I looked out of the window and saw that fucking bitch walking back to her house with HER KIDS and 2 of the kids from the end house and they were carrying.....wait for it fishing nets and buckets now it doesnt take a fucking genius to work it out!!!!!!!

I have tapped my letterbox up so those bunch of cunts can't put anything else through it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really think it is disgusting how some people behave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I was telling my friend C about it she said you do sound really calm.....God knows how cos inside Im screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I suppose want the point in getting myself worked up about it I just cleared up there fucking mess but not before I took photo's so if the fucking old bill fancy doing anything about it I have the photo's.

Really dont know what else to do.....and why doesn't anyone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, what can I say today.....alot.........On Sunday I was in all day due to the fucking twats being in there garden all day pissing it up!!!! But at 2030 my friend T came round and picked me up and I went round her house for a bit just to get away from the fucking twats she dropped me back about 2200 and I walked into my kitchen and turned the light on and then it started 40 fucking minutes of the fucking twats hurling abuse directed at me and then they were fucking throwing things at my windows!!!! I mean WTF.....yeah fair enough people have parties and get drunk but hey it's not nice trying to break peoples fucking windows or calling them various different names!!!!!!! I am just glad that my kids were at my mum's cos if I was abit scared I would hate to think how my kids would of felt!!!!!!!!!!!! Shortly after that I went to bed and I could still hear the music coming from there house fucking twats!!!! The next day I was up at 0600 don't know why just was so I looked out of my kids bedroom window then I saw the crap that those fucking idiots had throw at my fucking windows!!!!
Then I went downstairs and made my self a coffee and went outside for a fag and then I saw the rest of the crap there was glass water bottle, wine bottle, plastic cider bottle, carling cans, strongbow cans and fag butts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I cannot believe that they were actually throwing all of that at my fucking windows what a bunch of cunts!!!!!!!! I actually felt sick!!! And surprise surprise the police don't want to know cos I went down to the police station armed with my photo's and I need to speak to the fucking patronising sgt who conviently is on leave til the 1st of june, what no else can deal with it!!!!!!!!
God I am so fucking angry those fuckers are going to pay for what they did and there were 3 british servicemen and there wives and there kids I wasn't aware that being a nightmare fucking neighbour and neighbours guests was part of there service!!! including verbal abuse and trying to break my fuckingwinodws well I will be taking each one of them down now cos Im not fucking having that!!!!!! And oh joy its supposed to be hot at the weekend I hope it rains then they won't be there garden pissing it up and making my life a fucking misery......

Sorry I wish there was more lovely stuff I could write but it's all shit in the world of bad girl

Well, here I am again......can someone please wake me up cos I must be in a fucking nightmare surely my life can't be this bad?.........wake up call!!!!! yes it is my life and yes it really is this bad......
I am childfree at the moment cos the kids are at my mums for a few days and to be honest I would probably feel better with them being with me....cos when there are here Im focusing on them so now Im just stuck....trapped....imprisoned....and any other word you would like to use for the way I feel........it is just fucking shit it's a gorgeous day out there and Im sat indoor's with all the curtains and blinds closed like some fucking recluse. ahhhhhhhh And those cunts next door have been in there fucking garden all day I can't even go in the garden to have a cigarette!!!!!!

OMG what is going on and how did I get like this it's awful....most people would think ...lovely time out from the kids but I think OMG I will be on my own in the house stuck like a prisoner!!!!!

Sorry Im really not myself

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WTF.......well you know I said earlier that C had pissed me off well earlier I got a really shitty email from him, so obviously I sent him a load of abuse back, then I just checked and he had sent me another shitty email....how nice just what you want to read before you go to bed....what a tosser!!!!!
Why is it that I play nice and it gets me fucking nowhere?? I have done nothing but support him when he has been having a hard time this week.....what thanks do I fucking get......NONE could he say the same about supporting me??.....NO he couldn't I have probably had more support from other people than my husband in the last 8 months??? WTF does that say about my marriage??....Im actually quite upset

And I haven't felt upset for ages....It really makes you think about your life and what you want from it.....

Gotts go to upset to type can't see through my

Well, so sorry I haven't written for nearly a week but to say I have been busy would be an understatement.....I have been mega busy at work and I have done loads of extra hours!!!!
Also I have had late nights and early mornings all week to say I am in desperate need of some me time would be another understatement I just want to have a sleep in but I will be having a sleep in on sunday as I am going to be childfree for a few days you know so I can do all the stuff I can't do when I have the kids....and I still need a massage :-(

I also have mixed feelings on how I feel today I feel nervous for some bizarre reason!!! I have nothing to feel nervous about LOL but hey I still hate the neighbours Lmfao and C has pissed me off today well he hasn't pissed me off for few days so I suppose it was bound to happen why is it that I arrange things that he wants arranged for when he gets back and then in the next email everything has changed and he makes me look like a twat cos I have arranged things that I now have to un-arrange stupid man which he would make up his fucking mind ahhhhhhhhhh

Also Dr Troy was texting me monday and tuesday you know wanting me to drop everything for him as if!!!!! does he not know I have a life outside bad girl where I have my set routines and schedules!!!!! I am not going to drop everything for him I like to plan things and I like to know where I stand before I make the decision to do anything and also hello I do have kids!!!!!!!!! Im not on my own in that sense, and I can't even tidy my fucking frontroom without those twats next door walking straight pass my fucking window Im surprised she didn't stick her face up against the window she was close enough!!!!!!!!!!!
What a stupid chef under naval training!!!! God I want to move I really need to be away from here even if it is just for one day just to be somewhere else and be able to enjoy myself, I have sent out a few texts to see if anyone wants to go out on sunday night to get drunk with me but sadly no one wants to :-(

Anyway I better get on before I need to do the school run.

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